Dec 16, 2004 14:02
this constant fluctuation of feelings is killing me, if there was so much of one feeling (namely, love), i don't understand how it can be so easily swayed by honesty. all i was was honest.
i was out of my mind when it happened, i thought i liked her before it happened. i had dinner at her house. i know april. i don't talk to her anymore, i get sick when i think about her.
i'm not going anywhere. "i'm not even a friend"
cleaning up the house when i got home was hell, especially after receiving your message. when will we be able to discuss things? "we need to be like adults"
everything was perfect until i told you a secret. the motives are irrelevant, the only thing left is forgiveness for the hundred sorries i gave you
you are the only girl i respect, and i'm here. this isn't a moment thing, this is permanent.
i am sorry.