Only hours away...

[chris_o_donnell]

Time passes so much slower when one is waiting for something

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[sandra__bullock]

I'm glad Drew is able to bring you such happiness. *small smile* You deserve to be happy and I'm sure you two will be very happy together.

[chris_o_donnell]

Does this mean that I'm no longer your dancing partner?

[sandra__bullock]

I don't know. I'm guessing it does.

[chris_o_donnell]

It doesn't have to be that way.

[sandra__bullock]

Yes it does. It just... does.

*Shakes head* I'm just a little confused... I thought things weren't right for a relationship right now... I thought you were waiting until things settled down with Caroline. And I thought... *trails off* Nevermind.

[chris_o_donnell]

I'm sorry. I'm really sorry to hear that, and I'm sorry for hurting your feelings. I feel terrible.

Drew and I aren't in a relationship, I'm still waiting until things are settled, like I said. Things have just...clicked between us, and I wasn't really expecting it to happen.

I was really afraid of hurting you like this. I tried to warn you that I wasn't the person you needed right now. I'm way too selfish.

[sandra__bullock]

I know you're sorry. I'm not mad, I'm just a little... sad, I guess. I'll get over it, don't worry. *forces a small smile*

[chris_o_donnell]

Nothing's changed if we don't want it to.

I don't want you to pretend you're not upset if you are. Tell me what you're thinking, please.

[sandra__bullock]

Things already have changed.

I'm not upset. I'm just sad. And I think you already know what I'm thinking. I'm thinking that I was under the impression that we were going to give things between us to develop once things with Caroline settled down. But I missunderstood. I'm sorry.

[chris_o_donnell]

Things have not changed in my mind.

I was worried about you after that night. I knew that you were thinking things would progress to something, and I told you that I wasn't sure it would yet.

I don't know, I feel like I've been honest about everything, but I know that you don't think that's true and so I don't know what to do about it, other than say I'm sorry I couldnt' live up to your expectations.

[sandra__bullock]

I know. I blew things out of proportion and for that I'm sorry. You didn't do anything wrong. You DID warn me and I failed to listen.

[chris_o_donnell]

No. Don't apologize. You haven't done anything. Please just...

Christ, can we start over?

I'll call you soon.

[sandra__bullock]

I guess there's no harm in trying to start over.

Okay.

[chris_o_donnell]

Okay. I'm glad we talked.