Somedays are harder than others
I know I haven't posted anything on my journal in a longtime maybe I need to. For those who don't already know my fiance was killed in a car accident on the 25 of last month yesterday has been a month since she died I still ask why
but if I keep doing that I think I'll drive myself crazy .
The what if game for the past month has been crazy but the kids have really helped me out , just everytime I look at them it reminds me of her .I've seen so much tradgedy in my life but this has hurt me the most and no matter how hard I try to keep it together I find myself breaking down crying and granted I know that's normal in a situation such as this but no matter what I have to keep it together for the kids.
Yes since she past I am rasing all 3 kids by myself with no help from their fathers or grandparnets I think I have done really well as far as the kids go checking up on their grades making sure they have everything they need and finding ways to help them out and keep them from getting depressed.
I know their mother would want them to stick together and be there for each other I hope I'm doing everything that she would want me to do..
Sally I love more than anything I always have and always will may God be with you and may angels carry you on their wings to heaven you will always be in my heart and I will always Love you.
Sally Andreashman 1971-2008 I will always Love you