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Right now, I wish that I didnt pour all the vodka we had down the drain. I could really use it. There was a phone call a slight fight and then, "can i come fly out and see you" and with me joking around i say "as long as you arent coming out here to break up with me". Her voice fell, as she said "That is what this is..." Everything stopped. I swear part of the world fall apart. How did this happen...? Where did it come from? And I feel like an idiot for crying about this, but i really love her and now it is like nothing was ever there. But then there is the part where she tells that she needs me. and what the fuck is that about. my heart is being ripped out and flung around a highway in hell and she says she needs me. and the worst part is... im on the road....