I hate subject lines.
Well well well, it has been FAR too long - I am a lazy bastard, yes. Sorry to all. Let's see, what is going on in the life of Chris Badano, you ask? Oh tons! Okay, not really.
Lately I've been thinking a lot about my future and what I'm going to do with it. Singing will always be my dream but lately I have lost more and more hope that it will ever happen for me. Maybe it's just not meant to be. It saddens me that maybe the only people I will ever perform for again are my family and friends, but then God has a reason for everything, right? I've been thinking college. My mom has been getting on my ass about college and how I "need to do SOMETHING, because you can't just live here the rest of your life!" Christ, I know that I need to do something - does she think I enjoy being an unemployed loser? I don't. It's just that, frankly, I'm scared of how it will go. I haven't really thought much about something else I could do for a living instead of singing. It never crossed my mind that I would need to think of a different career or a backup plan. Man, was I a stuck-up, unrealistic, prick. Eh, I'm done talking about this, it's making me feel emo.
An upside to my life? sashacohen of course. My lovely girlfriend that is so awesome and has SO MUCH in front of her. Sometimes I wonder, what the hell does Sasha see in me? She's so much better than I am. Ack, there I go being emo again. Anyway, Sasha is amazing and she is the one keeping me going right now, the only thing I am sure of in my life - that I love her. Because everything else seems so shaky but she is strong. I talked to her the other day because we hadn't talked in awhile. She's off kicking ass in various competitions all over the place - I can't even keep up!
tamyra_gray and adriel_herrera are dating now? That's cool, I remember when Adriel liked Tam a long ass time ago. I really hope it works out for both of them since they have both been screwed over in the past. Actually, since they have, they will probably have a better chance at treating each other with more respect and loyalty. You would think anyway.
I am so behind on everything but I've noticed two interesting things today while skimming my friends page. Nikki and Simon are dating now. Weird stuff. I would never have called that one in a million years - especially because of the way they were mean to each other in the beginning. I hope everything goes well for them too though.
Second thing, the Jaded Journalist has a journal now? Should be interesting and actually is thus far.
Why does kristin_holt have me listed as an interest? Kinda creepy.
Lately I've been thinking a lot about my future and what I'm going to do with it. Singing will always be my dream but lately I have lost more and more hope that it will ever happen for me. Maybe it's just not meant to be. It saddens me that maybe the only people I will ever perform for again are my family and friends, but then God has a reason for everything, right? I've been thinking college. My mom has been getting on my ass about college and how I "need to do SOMETHING, because you can't just live here the rest of your life!" Christ, I know that I need to do something - does she think I enjoy being an unemployed loser? I don't. It's just that, frankly, I'm scared of how it will go. I haven't really thought much about something else I could do for a living instead of singing. It never crossed my mind that I would need to think of a different career or a backup plan. Man, was I a stuck-up, unrealistic, prick. Eh, I'm done talking about this, it's making me feel emo.
An upside to my life? sashacohen of course. My lovely girlfriend that is so awesome and has SO MUCH in front of her. Sometimes I wonder, what the hell does Sasha see in me? She's so much better than I am. Ack, there I go being emo again. Anyway, Sasha is amazing and she is the one keeping me going right now, the only thing I am sure of in my life - that I love her. Because everything else seems so shaky but she is strong. I talked to her the other day because we hadn't talked in awhile. She's off kicking ass in various competitions all over the place - I can't even keep up!
tamyra_gray and adriel_herrera are dating now? That's cool, I remember when Adriel liked Tam a long ass time ago. I really hope it works out for both of them since they have both been screwed over in the past. Actually, since they have, they will probably have a better chance at treating each other with more respect and loyalty. You would think anyway.
I am so behind on everything but I've noticed two interesting things today while skimming my friends page. Nikki and Simon are dating now. Weird stuff. I would never have called that one in a million years - especially because of the way they were mean to each other in the beginning. I hope everything goes well for them too though.
Second thing, the Jaded Journalist has a journal now? Should be interesting and actually is thus far.
Why does kristin_holt have me listed as an interest? Kinda creepy.