Broke as hell right now - and laughing about it. Being an antiques dealer it comes with the territory. When something "killer" shows up you've got to be ready to buy it. You never know when you'll hit it. Unfortunately it leads to being a broke bitch at times. So that's me.
It's kind of nice in a way. I divorced most material things years ago to live a much simpler life. Fairly stressless as long as I have enough to get by to the end of the month - and I think I do. And laughing about it.
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Crazy busy day today. Woke up a bit later than I wanted and barely made it to my Red Cross donation appointment. Two hours later and I'm pounding up the highway to the shop to add some prints and oil paintings. Mainly southern folk art. I've had them stuck back in storage for months and just now have wall space for them.
I also finished rehabbing this cool Maker's Mark store display last night and sold it in just a few hours today. Not too shabby.
I wish I could turn most things that fast! I wouldn't be such a broke bitch.
Helped a friend go pick up an upright freezer and then haul it into his house for him, By myself. He's 88 so... And it way one of those older one's that had to weigh a good 200 lbs. They sure don't make them like that anymore.
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Almost where I want to be fitness wise. Of course summer is almost over but that doesn't matter much. It's not like I'm at the pool every day.
180lbs this morning at 12% body fat. That is the lowest weight I think I've been since I was 17. I've built my chest and arms up along the way so I'm not worried too much about withering away. Comfortably in 30 inch waist Levi 501s, 46 inch chest and 16 inch biceps. I'd love a couple more inches on the arms and maybe 2 more on the chest but really that's about where I'd like to be. I much prefer a lean body than an overly muscular one. Not completely sporting the six pack yet but I'm proud of my 3 pack ;-)
Almost gay-fit...
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I think I'm getting my act together regarding dating and all of that. I'm just not going to worry over it. Fuck it. If it's meant to be I would hope it will make itself known. I can't put my heart back out there. I can't take down my walls. If he or she wants to make it happen they'll need to come knocking.