Jan 30, 2006 23:45
i was reading that old LJ of mine and it made me think that i was tired of all that. haha! one of my last post, was about how i "thought" i had a crush on this boy. but the more i think about it... the more i think i was making myself fall for him. cause he "made sense"but deep down i just dont feel the butterflies that i want to feel. and that made me sad.plus he is mega busy... and he does not seem all that excited when we talk on the phone. so yeah... there went that.i adore him to death and he is one of my bestest friends.....but i think for now... that is all he can be.
on the brighter side. my tattoo is healing nicely.... so soon i can go get more done to it. YAY! 2 more sessions i am done.
this sunday i am having an ANTI superbowl party for us cool people who dont watch it! we are going to watch movies and eat PIZZA and just be nerds! can't wait!
i think i am going to go to sleep now tho. [[ which makes me laugh cause i am chatting with Lucas from the terminal / as cities burn and he makes fun of me and tells me that i am old! cause he is 21 and i am 24....and i go to sleep early cause that is what old people do!!]]haha. but to my suprise he is tired tonight as well.... WOW. haha
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peace out!