Jan 28, 2005 20:45
Well it has been a long time since I have written in this so lets see. Well I think it was a monday when I found out something very interesting. Me I am a man of feeling so, it sucked I found out that I could not talk to one of my friends and this was in the morning. I was standing where I always do stand and Nikki comes up to me and tells me that I can not talk to Daniella anymore, so I got really pisted because I like her and I were to talk to her then she would be sent to I.N.G. I did not want her to get in trouble, so I stopped talking to her.
The whole day I was pisted as can be and I could not get the anger off. So by the end of the day I got on the bus and me, javier, and daniella were talking and I asked Daniella why did her mom do that and me and her were thinking. It just came to me and I reminded her and we both started freaking out like crazy. I said but her mom was not there and and she said but her brother and sister were there. So now we new and jumping up and down.So javier wanted to kno2w but IU told him that I could not tell him because it was really serious and I did not want to hurt him, so I did not tell him. We haad never told anyone becaus eit would cause a whole lot of damage to all the people we knew.
The secret is that me and Daniella had made-out with each other and she had a boy friend at that time so I felt bad but even though we ended up doing it again. This was when we got off on Christmas Break and I just got home from school. we both just got caught in the moment and it just happened and till this day we have kept it a secret for a long ass time. I raelly liked her at the time so I liked that we kissed and so did she but that is beside the point. I feel bad and I love her but she is going out with a guy named vince. I really love her and Brenda and I will never let them go!!!!!