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well im doing good.
except the fact asia pretty much said she loves me but never really said it. its crazy cause now i have a girl. and i just got with her not long ago i ask her to marry me . yeah that was a lil hasty. i dont plan on getting married any time soon though. i want to be with asia so bad. hell ive loved her for the past 5 yrs i think. it deosnt seem that long ago. but at the same time i think whit deserves a chance. i dont just want to get her hopes up and crush them. i dont want her to go back to the life she had before with all her drugs. i want her to stay clean like she is now. it hurts cause im so confused. i love them both but in different ways. i geuss ill just to see who will last and will be there when i need them most or even when i get home.
i hate playing the around and around game. if she wants to be with me tell me , show me. prove it to me. cause im not so sure any more. maybe it just that im with some one. maybe its how she really feels. maybe i do the same thing i dont know. i cant choose one or the other right now. so i wont. ill just see how it all turns out.
except the fact asia pretty much said she loves me but never really said it. its crazy cause now i have a girl. and i just got with her not long ago i ask her to marry me . yeah that was a lil hasty. i dont plan on getting married any time soon though. i want to be with asia so bad. hell ive loved her for the past 5 yrs i think. it deosnt seem that long ago. but at the same time i think whit deserves a chance. i dont just want to get her hopes up and crush them. i dont want her to go back to the life she had before with all her drugs. i want her to stay clean like she is now. it hurts cause im so confused. i love them both but in different ways. i geuss ill just to see who will last and will be there when i need them most or even when i get home.
i hate playing the around and around game. if she wants to be with me tell me , show me. prove it to me. cause im not so sure any more. maybe it just that im with some one. maybe its how she really feels. maybe i do the same thing i dont know. i cant choose one or the other right now. so i wont. ill just see how it all turns out.