pissed
hey. i just got chewed out by my mom. my grades suck and im probably going to fail. i hate school. i cant get into it. i despise studying more than life. Mom says im smart but im lazy. i think thats very true. i just want to cry myself to sleep because i know that im not going to get into college because ive skrewed up my grades so bad that they are never going to accept me. i need so much help and mommy isnt there anymore to make the pain go away. she cant fix my screw ups now. i have to be a big girl and clean it up and im sick and tired of people telling me im stupid. because im not stupid...just lazy. and ive been doing my homework alot lately so maybe i will bring it up some. ive never failed...i hope i dont cuz mom isnt going to pay for summer school this year. My family thinks im dumb already because all my cousins and siblings make good grades and i went to summer school. I have no self esteem now.
I hope i get to spend the night with kelsey cuz my mom is deciding whether i can or not. why is it up to her anyways?
bye
I hope i get to spend the night with kelsey cuz my mom is deciding whether i can or not. why is it up to her anyways?
bye