Depressed .
Ahh....yet another holiday coming up that you are supposed to spend with someone you love and care about..and yet again i'll be spending it alone. It sucks because i see friends and other people with that special someone and it makes fell kinda shitty because they are with someone and i'm not. It's not like I don't try to find someone, I have but it hasn't worked out. I've said before that i am kinda getting used to being alone... but to tell the truth i'm really not.I just don't know what to do. It just really sucks..... :(