Not even Lifetime

[chripbird]

Not even Lifetime could come up with a story like this. A family turns on eachother because of money. I know it sounds like a movie you've seen a 100x but trust me its not. If you could delve into my world you would want out faster than your legs could carry you. i hate that i have lost so much. it sounds self centered but damnit i'm allowed to be a little selfish. the biggest problem is i cant understand. i cannot rationalize it. i understand what they have done and one of the whys of it. i know the whys of what they are doing but not the reason that has evoked it all and no one will tell me. i was writted off from my only hope of understanding and i wish i wasnt. i miss them i do and you have no idea how much this hurts. the family no one ever saw falling is crumbling. there is a rock for a base so it will never truly be gone we will only have to rebuild but can everyone survive the fall, let alone the rebuild, the simple answer is no. they want him dead and they wont stop til he is. i dont knw why he is the best person i know. they will never lift a hand against him but they will kill his hope, and in turn his spirit will simply give up. they may want him dead but i want him here and mark my words they dont get to do this with out a fight. this isnt the easy roll over and die battle they wanted. i never wanted to be part of this war but you forced me in, i want what is best for the family and i dont get why you dont. damnit! i dont know, i dont know. this isnt working! what has happened never should have. i dont how it did happen. i dont know what stoped working in ones brain and snaped in the other. GAHHH. There is something else i need to reconsile and i dont knw how to do that either. i know it is a simple phone call but i dont knw how...but i will try cause i have lost too much already and i dont think i can bare to lose much more. desprit is a good place to be when you want to do something cause you ahve nothing to lose, others have something dear to lose.

HOW!!!!!!
~Foot