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things only ever seem to get worse. i wish i could help but i cant. i miss the way things were. i wish people could have known and seen how it used to be.
anymore i just feel lost. i work to get away and i never get to see anyone. i miss having a best friend to confide in. for being told "why is it all about you?" i sure as hell think very little is about be and in the grand sceam is may be even less. if there was a clue to someone that would say that about what is going on in my life they might have a different look on things. i'm just so lost and no one can help me find my way but me and God. i get escapism....i get it...reality is brutel and spares no one. all i want to do is go away so i just dont have to think about things. a brillant front is put on so ppl that dont know continue to not know. if bill only knew how good an actress i really am...if only. things can never be the same but they can start to heal if we let them.
sorry this is such a down and sullen entry but it happens.
~foot
anymore i just feel lost. i work to get away and i never get to see anyone. i miss having a best friend to confide in. for being told "why is it all about you?" i sure as hell think very little is about be and in the grand sceam is may be even less. if there was a clue to someone that would say that about what is going on in my life they might have a different look on things. i'm just so lost and no one can help me find my way but me and God. i get escapism....i get it...reality is brutel and spares no one. all i want to do is go away so i just dont have to think about things. a brillant front is put on so ppl that dont know continue to not know. if bill only knew how good an actress i really am...if only. things can never be the same but they can start to heal if we let them.
sorry this is such a down and sullen entry but it happens.
~foot