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ok so again i havent updated in forever....it happens. But anyway i had my first day of work, for those that didnt know i am working with a large animal vet this summer. i will be doing calls with him in the morning and in the afternoons i will be doing secretarial work and running labs. so needless to say it is a fairly big job for me and a real welcome to the world of a real job. i have to show up at 8 in the morning and i'm done at 5. there also isnt really a lunch break when i am doing calls. today was fun tho also interesting and overwelming. i did a lot of watching. as of yet i dont know enough to do a lot of the stuff i am watching. i hope i enjoy the rest of the summer this cause it will be a job i can't really call off from like i was more able to do with hines.
so katie doesnt get it. i dont know what to do. i litterally left a message saying "i dont know what i did but i'd like to talk to you and i have some stuff to give back to you. I wish i knew why you dont talk to me anymore and i hope you'll call me back" well i never got a call back and i called like a wk later and she answered the phone and was like "whats up, whats been going on?" like i had never left a message and that we had been talking the whole time. I dont knw what has happened to the katie i grew up with. she said a while back to a friend of mine at college that she didnt have to PRETEND to be happy. now i thought that i was close enough to her that she wouldnt have to pretend, and i dont really remmeber her pretending when it came right down to it (maybe someone else can tell me otherwise). things are really wierd. dont expect to see her really at all this summer. i doubt that i will see her, maybe once, but other than that i doubt it. it isnt because i wouldnt want to...i mean i have some issues right now that i would like to talk to her about but its nothing that i believe we couldnt work past....but it will take her NOT lieing to me, which she has done. i have caught her in some lies this year. i just want to talk to her one on one cause otherwise it is too easy to skirt the issues or for lack of a better phrase she will be more able to "razzle dazzle" which is one of the things that she does best. i miss my teef. i dont knw that she has talked to anyone outside of steve and maybe 2 other people in the past 3 months. the katie in my lj pic is gone and i dont knw that she is ever coming back.
so adam and i are doing well and that makes me happy. i dont knw when he is going to be here next but that will probably mean that i will try to get people together for something so i will try to let yall know a head of time.
dude, next year i get to live in a townhouse (with 4 other girls) but they are all fun and it is gonna be crazy and a blast!
CONGRATS to erin for graduating. so proud (weeps :-D). and congrats to all of my college friends that are now alumni friends. ians head looked like it was going to explode when he was being recognized for his work in performing arts by our guest speaker. he was beaming and his head was just getting bigger and bigger.
i cant believe that i am half way done with college and am still fearing that i dont knw what to do with my life...i am pretty sure i want to be a vet but i am just not 100% yet. i just dont knw!
well i hope everything is well for everyone else.
~foot
so katie doesnt get it. i dont know what to do. i litterally left a message saying "i dont know what i did but i'd like to talk to you and i have some stuff to give back to you. I wish i knew why you dont talk to me anymore and i hope you'll call me back" well i never got a call back and i called like a wk later and she answered the phone and was like "whats up, whats been going on?" like i had never left a message and that we had been talking the whole time. I dont knw what has happened to the katie i grew up with. she said a while back to a friend of mine at college that she didnt have to PRETEND to be happy. now i thought that i was close enough to her that she wouldnt have to pretend, and i dont really remmeber her pretending when it came right down to it (maybe someone else can tell me otherwise). things are really wierd. dont expect to see her really at all this summer. i doubt that i will see her, maybe once, but other than that i doubt it. it isnt because i wouldnt want to...i mean i have some issues right now that i would like to talk to her about but its nothing that i believe we couldnt work past....but it will take her NOT lieing to me, which she has done. i have caught her in some lies this year. i just want to talk to her one on one cause otherwise it is too easy to skirt the issues or for lack of a better phrase she will be more able to "razzle dazzle" which is one of the things that she does best. i miss my teef. i dont knw that she has talked to anyone outside of steve and maybe 2 other people in the past 3 months. the katie in my lj pic is gone and i dont knw that she is ever coming back.
so adam and i are doing well and that makes me happy. i dont knw when he is going to be here next but that will probably mean that i will try to get people together for something so i will try to let yall know a head of time.
dude, next year i get to live in a townhouse (with 4 other girls) but they are all fun and it is gonna be crazy and a blast!
CONGRATS to erin for graduating. so proud (weeps :-D). and congrats to all of my college friends that are now alumni friends. ians head looked like it was going to explode when he was being recognized for his work in performing arts by our guest speaker. he was beaming and his head was just getting bigger and bigger.
i cant believe that i am half way done with college and am still fearing that i dont knw what to do with my life...i am pretty sure i want to be a vet but i am just not 100% yet. i just dont knw!
well i hope everything is well for everyone else.
~foot