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My mom died of a brain hemorrhage on March 22nd.
I dont really know what else to put here, im still numb.
I miss her so much.
Ive been having nightmares non-stop since the day she died, i cry at the smallest things.
I hate that she will never get to see my children, that ill never get to see her face when i tell her that im pregnant.
I still dont regret not having kids sooner, but i hate that she will never see it when it happens.
I told her while she was lying there on life support that we will start trying this June, i hope that made her happy.
This is the worst thing that has ever happened to me in my life.
I thought i had problems before, but everything just went away the day she died.
ive been cured and damaged beyond repair at the same time.
I dont really know what else to put here, im still numb.
I miss her so much.
Ive been having nightmares non-stop since the day she died, i cry at the smallest things.
I hate that she will never get to see my children, that ill never get to see her face when i tell her that im pregnant.
I still dont regret not having kids sooner, but i hate that she will never see it when it happens.
I told her while she was lying there on life support that we will start trying this June, i hope that made her happy.
This is the worst thing that has ever happened to me in my life.
I thought i had problems before, but everything just went away the day she died.
ive been cured and damaged beyond repair at the same time.