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I am Pretty much convinced i am dying...I don't know if its Paranoia/Hypochondria bought on by depression, or if the depression is being brought on by something more serious.
all i know is this...since the middle of november...
My skin has gotten bad
my pouch has been KILLING me (No pun intended) Esp. when it has nothing in it.
My head feels all kinds of wierd all the time and i often have a lot of pressure in my forehead, and i am sometimes very lightheaded.
my throat is almost constantly sore.
my tongue flares up and it hurts to move it.
i get random pains in my right leg that hurt very badly...but i think that might come from the way i sit, constantly indian style in my chair and work and at home. and my lazy ass does more sitting down than anything these days...
and yet i have no plans to see a doctor...
i guess whats stopping me is that i'll have good days a lot...so my mind uses that against me and says "If something were really wrong you'd be in pain constantly."
*sigh* I don't know what to do...
all i know is this...since the middle of november...
My skin has gotten bad
my pouch has been KILLING me (No pun intended) Esp. when it has nothing in it.
My head feels all kinds of wierd all the time and i often have a lot of pressure in my forehead, and i am sometimes very lightheaded.
my throat is almost constantly sore.
my tongue flares up and it hurts to move it.
i get random pains in my right leg that hurt very badly...but i think that might come from the way i sit, constantly indian style in my chair and work and at home. and my lazy ass does more sitting down than anything these days...
and yet i have no plans to see a doctor...
i guess whats stopping me is that i'll have good days a lot...so my mind uses that against me and says "If something were really wrong you'd be in pain constantly."
*sigh* I don't know what to do...