Feb 27, 2004 10:16
OK, it's official. Everyone should eat breakfast before their first class. It should be required. I feel soooooo much better now that I do. I really don't even mind getting up at 6:45 instead of 7:45. It's great. Now, instead of being sleepy all day, I just get sleepy at like 7:00pm. So I just take a nap then and wake up at about 9-9:30 and stay up late. This is great. And the breakfast here is really consistent. And good. Mmmmmmm gravy. I feel like I'm getting a little more caught up in my classes now.
I'm kinda glad Stephanie's room is closed this weekend, cuz maybe I'll get some things done. I probably won't go home, since I have a concert tonight and another one on Sunday. I'll just stay here and attept to preserve some kind of GPA. On that note, I'm in the top 15% at SMU....yay? My parents were freaking out about it, but I told them to just enjoy it while it lasted.
OK, and get this!!!!! My HS valadictorian goes here and always makes a humungous (sp?) effort to avoid me at all costs. I've seen her countless times take an out of her way path to avoid me whenever she sees me coming from a distance. The other day, she not only stayed on my path, but gave me eye contact and a half-butted smile when she passed!!! I think it might be the 15% thing. I must be almost good enough to associate with her now. Bitter B-word. Just a thought, maybe not, but she would be a person that would do that.
Fun times in Stephanies room, as usual. Happy b-day to Adam and all that jazz. Sometimes I wonder what will happen after this year. Cuz I know I'm not living on campus, and Brian, Marlon, and Sam aren't planning on it either. I still miss HS days...sometimes. And certain friends. I know that someday soon, I will look back on today and miss this. It's crazy when you think about time and how it is impossible to get it back. The seconds that just past will never...ever...exist again. I think that is why I don't mind procrastinating. If you never procrastinate, then you are always doing something necessary. If you are constantly doing something, then there is no way that you could enjoy the fun times that spontaneously happen. Those are the times you remember. I'm not going to remember one single english paper after a couple of years. I probably won't even remember the professor's name. But, I will always remember all the stupid little fun times I had with friends, though. None of which would have been possible had I been doing something that I NEEDED to do.