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You know, everytime a girl and guy who aren't officially together, get intimate and for whatever reason, it turns out bad. They try to make it work a few times, still ain't happening. Everyone (at least everyone on my side) would blame to guy, call him a bastard. Let's not sexual discriminate and make the girl be seen as the victim. It's no one's fault. 2 willing parties. Nothing to apologise for. Nothing to forgive.
You would see the girl crying. Leaving the guy helpless in front of all their friends. He can't leave her crying though he doesn't want to face that crying girl who he doesn't have feelings for anymore. He just stands there helpless, not knowing if giving her a hug will be getting too close, yet trying to save himself some face.
Well, too much of this have been happening in the past few weeks. To my friends, to me. I think we are all addicted to the drama, we addicted to the words "it's complicated". We would do things that creates drama only so that we can continue living our lives. I think i'm almost as addicted to drama as to cigarettes and alcohol.
Anyway, so I had my fair share of drama. I hated every moment of it. I didn't go out to see the world for a bit. Just stayed home, placed emo songs on repeat, drank and smoked. Till i finally got my closure. I need closure. I like closure. I need it to move on.
As an Aquarius, I like to make friends with the Exs. Especially if we were friends before or if we have to same group of friends. If we bump into each other so often, it'll be bloody awkward. So might as well suck it up and remain friends. And it'll be much easier for me if i still like him. No matter what wrong he did to me, I will be able to forgive and soon, forget.
Yes V, three cheers to no regrets.
"It's forgiveness that makes us what we are. Without forgiveness, our species would've annihilated itself in endless retributions. Without forgiveness, there would be no history. Without that hope, there would be no art, for every work of art is in some way an act of forgiveness. Without that dream, there would be no love, for every act of love is in some way a promise to forgive. We live on because we can love, and we love because we can forgive." -Shantaram by David Gregory Roberts