Update

Oct 24, 2007 21:32

So, my f-list has probably noted a few cryptic-esque things in the past week or so, all titled Cliff's Edge. More on that later on in this post.


So, tonight was National Honor Society Inductions. It was really weird because there were almost twice as many inductees as there were members. I got to pass out candles to the end of the alphabet. Which meant, I got to see the Z twins, Mr. Wilson, Taisha, Shelby, Terri, and a couple of other people. But I got Brandon (Mr. Wilson) and Taisha, so I was happy.

But it was so weird because they(all the inductees) were like 'What do I do? What do I do? Ahh!' and I was like 'nothing'. Induction went smoothly though. Afterwards, I said hi to my jr. friends who'd been inducted and then ate with Katie and Jess. And I actually got to talk to Jess for once because Katie left the table, saying she'd be right back. And she never came back.

It was weird. But apparently Katie's been really moody lately. And been sick. She keeps wanting me to meet Nate, her boyfriend of 2 1/2 years. And I can't help but wonder if there's something she's not telling us. I hope she's not pregnant. I really don't.


Well, lately I've been trying to figure out just how I feel about one of my guy friends.

And it was a week ago that I was pretty sure that I was 'head over heels in love' about him. And tonight confirmed it.

If you had asked me a year ago if I would end up falling hard for him, I would have laughed because I was definitely crazy about my ex. And after a year, I have to say, my ex is almost non-existant in my life and me in his. Which is sad because we were really close.

But anyways. The guy I like has become a really good friend and we're starting to develop all these inside jokes pot&sax, which is weird because I've never really done that with anyone. And tonight it clicked that yes, this is the guy that I've fallen for. It was actually at NHS inductions too.

I was seated with Robert, Chris, Chester, Lianne, and Chelsea on the members side and he was on the other side with all the inductees. And we all turned to watch the inductees get their certificates, pins, etc. from the table. And I remember just watching him, in line, so proud and a huge smile. Which was kinda weird because I had a ton of other friends get inducted but all I gave was a small smile. But when he got his stuff, I felt like I was bursting with pride.

And his name? Well, I've said it before on here. And that's all the hint I'm giving away.

friends, life, love

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