Curbing the coming meltdown
Here we go...
Last two weeks of the semester...
And I'm already set to move to Australia.
I have zero motivation to finish a French dissertation that's due Thursday, I'm surprisingly not worried about finals, but scared to death about Jan Term. I know in the long run, it'll be fine, but i'm anxious to please and not make a wrong move. At all.
In addition, I'm going to burst here at my house in Spokane.
Housemates, for the most part, have picked up on the social cues from the last post about them, but there is ONE who i will not be responsible for if her body winds up in the field behind our house after the snow melts (when we get snow...)
I don't give a damn about you and your goddamn boyfriend. Really. I don't. Neither do the other girls. So stop talking about him. You've got NOTHING on Pat and me, and you never will. The line "I'll be ready to be married before Chelsea and I will get married before her" is not something you should say to the woman I consider my best friend... she'll tell me. Its just a snotty comment that makes you seem like a bitch. A big one. What have I ever done to you to deserve a comment like that?
Also, Great. Good for you. We're thrilled that he's leading you on to believe you're getting married in May 2010. Hope it's a "good" one while it lasts. Just wait till he's living in the same town to see if you can actually live your life with him. I was honestly afraid about being in the same town with Pat for the summer, but was overjoyed when I found out it was ok... he wants his freedom as much as I want mine, but we still want to be with each other. We've found our happy balance. I doubt you'll find yours. He's using you, but because he's your first boyfriend, you don't want to see it. We all can see it, and we'll be supportive if you figure it out, but until then, we're not surprised by anything he does.
Also, seriously!? A 10-12 page French Dissertation due the WEEK before FINALS!? You did that to us last year, and you're doing it again... I swear... Next semester, I'll try to be more on top of it.
Actually start the paper at the same time I do the presentation.
I look for words of encouragement, of comfort, but I think i'm being so pessimistic (and I'll own that), I'm blind to them. Figures. Pre-finals week HAD to fall on period week.... curses.
Oh, and bloating? SUCKS.
And I want my kitties.... :(
Good luck to everyone with the end of your semesters/quarters/whatever....
Last two weeks of the semester...
And I'm already set to move to Australia.
I have zero motivation to finish a French dissertation that's due Thursday, I'm surprisingly not worried about finals, but scared to death about Jan Term. I know in the long run, it'll be fine, but i'm anxious to please and not make a wrong move. At all.
In addition, I'm going to burst here at my house in Spokane.
Housemates, for the most part, have picked up on the social cues from the last post about them, but there is ONE who i will not be responsible for if her body winds up in the field behind our house after the snow melts (when we get snow...)
I don't give a damn about you and your goddamn boyfriend. Really. I don't. Neither do the other girls. So stop talking about him. You've got NOTHING on Pat and me, and you never will. The line "I'll be ready to be married before Chelsea and I will get married before her" is not something you should say to the woman I consider my best friend... she'll tell me. Its just a snotty comment that makes you seem like a bitch. A big one. What have I ever done to you to deserve a comment like that?
Also, Great. Good for you. We're thrilled that he's leading you on to believe you're getting married in May 2010. Hope it's a "good" one while it lasts. Just wait till he's living in the same town to see if you can actually live your life with him. I was honestly afraid about being in the same town with Pat for the summer, but was overjoyed when I found out it was ok... he wants his freedom as much as I want mine, but we still want to be with each other. We've found our happy balance. I doubt you'll find yours. He's using you, but because he's your first boyfriend, you don't want to see it. We all can see it, and we'll be supportive if you figure it out, but until then, we're not surprised by anything he does.
Also, seriously!? A 10-12 page French Dissertation due the WEEK before FINALS!? You did that to us last year, and you're doing it again... I swear... Next semester, I'll try to be more on top of it.
Actually start the paper at the same time I do the presentation.
I look for words of encouragement, of comfort, but I think i'm being so pessimistic (and I'll own that), I'm blind to them. Figures. Pre-finals week HAD to fall on period week.... curses.
Oh, and bloating? SUCKS.
And I want my kitties.... :(
Good luck to everyone with the end of your semesters/quarters/whatever....