moving
I'm leaving my roommates today. Taichi-kun, than you for welcoming me to your room. Yukimura-san, it was a pleasure having you for this past week ^__^
I have a room for myself !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YATTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! for now. I can play my violin without annoying other people. I will miss Tai-kun tho, he's fun to chat I must pack.
The tournament starts in 3 days, right? So soon. I'm not sure I'm ready for this u_u;;;
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This is getting bad ;_; ... it was a little bad before, but now it's really bad. Shishido-san is sticking to me most the time and since we have no lesson, if I'm not in a club activity, he's with me. I can't complain, that's what is time... but... I keep having this feelings and I just. SIGHHHHH. I think.... I think last saturday, if Oshitaru-senpai hadn't walked in, I would've.... I mean, how couldn't I want it? Shishido-san, he learned how to play that song just for me. I wonder what he thinks sometimes, if he realises how the stuff that he says and does look like. I don't want to assume... what if I'm wrong? I don't want him to stop being my friend because I'm stupid and understood everything wrong. I know this is lame, and part of me doesn't agree, but I don't care, I prefer things never to change and to stay the way they are than to risk doing something and miss it all up. Having him just sitting there next to me makes me happy, I don't need more than this... not at the risk of losing it.
Then there is a side of me that is kicking my arse saying I'm a moron and I can't go through life being this pathetic and I should just DO IT. Just act on my feeling because if he does feel like that I'm wasting what could be a great thing.... and if he doesn't and he gets mad and doesn't want to be like we are anymore, then at least... at least I can just....
.... ;_;
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I have a room for myself !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YATTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! for now. I can play my violin without annoying other people. I will miss Tai-kun tho, he's fun to chat I must pack.
The tournament starts in 3 days, right? So soon. I'm not sure I'm ready for this u_u;;;
[private]
This is getting bad ;_; ... it was a little bad before, but now it's really bad. Shishido-san is sticking to me most the time and since we have no lesson, if I'm not in a club activity, he's with me. I can't complain, that's what is time... but... I keep having this feelings and I just. SIGHHHHH. I think.... I think last saturday, if Oshitaru-senpai hadn't walked in, I would've.... I mean, how couldn't I want it? Shishido-san, he learned how to play that song just for me. I wonder what he thinks sometimes, if he realises how the stuff that he says and does look like. I don't want to assume... what if I'm wrong? I don't want him to stop being my friend because I'm stupid and understood everything wrong. I know this is lame, and part of me doesn't agree, but I don't care, I prefer things never to change and to stay the way they are than to risk doing something and miss it all up. Having him just sitting there next to me makes me happy, I don't need more than this... not at the risk of losing it.
Then there is a side of me that is kicking my arse saying I'm a moron and I can't go through life being this pathetic and I should just DO IT. Just act on my feeling because if he does feel like that I'm wasting what could be a great thing.... and if he doesn't and he gets mad and doesn't want to be like we are anymore, then at least... at least I can just....
.... ;_;
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