monday monday
so i have a theory:
IT IS ALWAYS MONDAY. always. every single day. i swear to god. like, we have all these memories of other days happenign, but they never actually happen. its like a groundhogs day thing except we dont realize it's happening cause it's liek this mass conspiracy of perpetual monday.
seriously, think about it. was it not JUST monday? because i came up with this theory last monday and then found myself once again in english class saying the exact same thing the next fucking day (or so it seemed anyway).
although i guess my theory might be a little disproved when i wake up tomorrow morning and its magically tueasday.... and i dotn care that u cant disprove something a little.
whatever, despite the intense mondayness of today, it wasnt too bad. i was just fucking EXHAUSTED all day, but like izzy mentioned, it was just physical and mental exhaustion not really emotional. and THEN i came home and took a THREE HOUR NAP and all was right with the world. and it's like 9:40 now and im so going to bed before ten tonight.
also, in jazz class, we were doing turning leaps, and the teacher took me aside and had me try them double time *beam* ... i always feel really lame when i feel good about stuff liek that in jazz cause im in like a really low level haha and im not actually like a dancer like all those awesome senior company ppl, but idk it still feels good to have like tiny bit of skill once in a while
hey check it out, i posted when i wasnt in a whiny mood. SUCCESS. (well except for the perpetual monday theory)
i love everyone. i also need to see more of everyone. anyone up for hanging out thursday and/or friday?
oh and its alos passover. which makes life suck quite a bit, but im not gonna think about that until i have to (aka next time i have a meal at hoem and it consists of nothign but fucking matzah)
IT IS ALWAYS MONDAY. always. every single day. i swear to god. like, we have all these memories of other days happenign, but they never actually happen. its like a groundhogs day thing except we dont realize it's happening cause it's liek this mass conspiracy of perpetual monday.
seriously, think about it. was it not JUST monday? because i came up with this theory last monday and then found myself once again in english class saying the exact same thing the next fucking day (or so it seemed anyway).
although i guess my theory might be a little disproved when i wake up tomorrow morning and its magically tueasday.... and i dotn care that u cant disprove something a little.
whatever, despite the intense mondayness of today, it wasnt too bad. i was just fucking EXHAUSTED all day, but like izzy mentioned, it was just physical and mental exhaustion not really emotional. and THEN i came home and took a THREE HOUR NAP and all was right with the world. and it's like 9:40 now and im so going to bed before ten tonight.
also, in jazz class, we were doing turning leaps, and the teacher took me aside and had me try them double time *beam* ... i always feel really lame when i feel good about stuff liek that in jazz cause im in like a really low level haha and im not actually like a dancer like all those awesome senior company ppl, but idk it still feels good to have like tiny bit of skill once in a while
hey check it out, i posted when i wasnt in a whiny mood. SUCCESS. (well except for the perpetual monday theory)
i love everyone. i also need to see more of everyone. anyone up for hanging out thursday and/or friday?
oh and its alos passover. which makes life suck quite a bit, but im not gonna think about that until i have to (aka next time i have a meal at hoem and it consists of nothign but fucking matzah)