Bored&Quiz
Okay, I'm bored so what does that mean? Why, a random OLTL pic and quote, as well as some rambling. *squee!* How FUN!
I've been thinking a lot about John and Nat today, and then I went over to Beautifully Melissa to check out their spotlight page, and this just truly gives me hope for Jolie's future! Especially John's comments that I shall bold!
**Many thanks to http://www.beautifullymelissa.net/ for the pic/quote!
(John talks an emotionally fragile Natalie into trusting him at the cemetary)
John: Where did the blood come from, Natalie?
Natalie: I fell.
John: Where?
Natalie: I was walking to Cristian’s grave. I mean, I tripped over a plant or something.
John: Yeah? Is that what happened to your head?
Natalie: I'm fine. It's no permanent damage, all right?
John: Yeah, well, I heard you didn't show up at work, and I also heard about your little run-in with Cramer. You know, your mom's real worried about you.
Natalie: Yeah, that's what moms do, at least the good ones.
John: Hey, what's going on? The only time I've ever seen you like this is -- well, after Cristian died.
Natalie: Look where I am, John. It's like no matter how hard I try, I just -- I always manage to wind up in front of Cristian’s tombstone. Except for I don't even have the comfort that he's in there.
John: All right.
Natalie: Don't touch me.
John: You shouldn't be out here. It's getting cold. (See, he's worried. You know what that means! *smiles*)
Natalie: What happened to me? I really thought that everything was getting on track in my life. You know, I really did. It's coming together, and something happened, and -- and I’m here again. Is it ever going to get any better? Is this the way it's always going to be?
John: It takes a long time. You never stop missing them, but it changes. You don't forget, but --
Natalie: I don't want to forget. I just -- I want to have a life.
John: You have a life. You have a lot of people that care about you, Natalie, me included. And I'm worried about you. (He's worried, AND he just admitted he cares about her. Uh-huh, so supposedly he only cared about her out of guilt. Where was that guilt in this situation? Anyone?)
Natalie: I'll be ok.
John: I know. But until you are, what do you say I take you home where you belong?
Natalie: "Home."
John: Yeah, home. You know, your mom -- well, she -- she trusts me enough to bring you back to her. I was thinking maybe you might want to try trusting me again like you used to. Come on. (He wants her to trust him again. Awwww!)
Okay, seriously that just makes me want to jump for joy! I never really paid attention to how many signs the writers before Hackley (AKA Dena Higley) gave us that he really cared about Nat... That's just one of many!
And now back to reality. BLECH!
I now have about an hour until History, and I am completely out of ideas for what to do. I'm too lazy to write--well, not exactly I am trying to start a new one-shot because I've been overloading on sappy country music today and want to drive away the boredom. Yet here I am rambling on in this instead. *shrug* Oh well, who cares? I guess I'll spam you with lyrics to my favorite country song of the moment.
She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way to fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Oh, Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh
~~Manda