Jul 09, 2006 01:22
So I have a new man that my lil lj friends haven't heard about... and tomorrow (Monday really) is our one month and that's pretty tight. he is really good to me. I really adore him. Love? Well love is a scary concept... and I'm not too sure about that but I do love him just not sure just how IN love with him I really am... I think I'm afraid to be in love again... it hurts alot... hrmmm Iunno.. But I am so glad he is so good to me.
Elisia came to MI and I think that she doesn't really wanna be friends anymore... she was sposed to stay at my house a couple days and I cleaned my room for it and everyhting... but.. she didn't and I had hurt feelings for a while... but I guess I'm over it. I jsut wish her well and hope she is happy with whatever it is she does and I hope she finds whatever it is that she is looking for...
Laura is engaged. WTF? How did I not know this? I am very happy for her and him though,.. haven't even met the guy... I miss her so much! I really enjoyed her and her humor. She made me feel good about who I was... like when the whole world hated me she'd tell me I was a great friend or a good person or something and it never failed to lift my spirits... we fought hardcore one year though, but all is forgiven and I miss her none the less...
I guess some friends you'll just never forget or never get over.
I'll never forget Laura or Elisia and I'll never get over us not being friends anymore for both of them...
oh well... ya live, ya love, ya move on, right?
I guess so...
And cheers to them and their future.
And cheers to me and mine.
lovelove
&hearts
Beth