She wavers, initially, between approaching Spike and walking away as quietly as possible, hopefully unnoticed. But the pros are quick to outweigh the cons, even though Buffy remains beyond apprehensive about revisiting Halloween. She revisits it each night, despite every effort to the contrary, and not talking about it is slowly driving her crazier
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Well, not much embarrassment.
Letting the book snap shut, he put it aside, lips curling faintly at the way she practically collapsed into her seat. "I suppose I have a free moment."
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But her mood isn't one which easily lends itself to dry humor (or wet humor, or any other humor, for that matter). She bites her lip, wondering how, exactly, to bring up the fact that the island buried her alive and sent Angelus to dig her out as a Halloween prank. She settles on a more general question: "How was your Halloween? You don't still stay in, do you?"
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"Uneventful. Shockingly, I wasn't feeling all that festive. You know I hate that bloody holiday," he muttered, rolling his eyes. He'd nicked a candy apple from the kitchens and watched The Great Pumpkin, but that wasn't information he was going to offer up without a bit more coercion.
"Yours wasn't quite so quiet, I take it."
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"Has he run off to flagellate himself for his many sins, or is he still working up to that particular bit of dramatics?"
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Sympathetic to her pain or not, he couldn't quite stop himself from rolling his eyes. Some things never changed. The sky was blue, the sun rose in the east and his grandsire was a complete and utter tosser.
"As wrongheaded as it is, and as much as I bloody well hate to admit it, if he is keeping his distance, I've no doubt he thinks it's for your own good."
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"If you don't at least get in a few good licks of your own when he finally decides to crawl back with his tail between his legs, I have to say, I'll be horribly disappointed."
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"I hate this," Buffy groans, burying her head in her hands. "I hate it."
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It hurt him, in all honesty, to acknowledge that their was love, real love between The Slayer and his Grandsire, but there was really no denying it. He couldn't lie to her. He couldn't be dismissive of such an important part of her life, no matter how inconceivable it might have been.
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"How?" she asks, the question directed not at Spike but at the universe as a whole, Buffy still unable to understand where it gets off being so cruel. "How can it feel so right if it's not? What's right about that?"
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In his experience, the decision wasn't one you made with your brain.
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