Typist: SORRY MANDA. ANGST AHEAD.
*is curled in a chair, crying* I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
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Bellatrix> *apparates, not seeing Gabrielle*
Gabrielle> *standing on the rail* Hello.
Bellatrix> *jumps and whirls* Oh, good God, it's you.
Gabrielle> Yes, it is. *slight smile*
Bellatrix> ...What do you want? *steps back* *is terrified of Gabrielle*
Gabrielle> *notices this and likes it* Do you have anything to offer me?
Bellatrix> N-no. Just leave me alone.
Gabrielle> Why? *drops soundlessly from the railing onto the ground*
Bellatrix> *steps back again* Because I don't like you.
Gabrielle> A coincidence. I dislike you, as well.
Bellatrix> Then why won't you leave me alone?
Gabrielle> *slight laugh* You are an easy target.
Gabrielle> And you taste phenomenal.
Bellatrix> *hisses softly* Please go away.
Gabrielle> *reaches out and brushes a lock of stray hair from Bella's face*
Gabrielle> Are you sure you want me to?
Bellatrix> *winces away from her* *almost inaudible* I hate you.
Gabrielle> Do you.
Gabrielle> *thoughtful*
Bellatrix> *whisper* Yes.
Gabrielle> *steps close to her, bodies almost-- almost!-- touching* You are sure of that?
Bellatrix> *doesn't move* pleasegoaway.
Gabrielle> *breathes on her lips* You truly want me to?
Bellatrix> *whimpers and doesn't answer*
Gabrielle> *kisses her very softly, hardly touching her lips*
Bellatrix> *freezes*
Gabrielle> *pulls away with a slight smile*
Gabrielle> You hate me?
Bellatrix> *whimper* Yes...
Gabrielle> *kisses again, very gently
Gabrielle> Still?
Bellatrix> *closes her eyes* No...
Gabrielle> *kisses again, roughly this time* And now?
Bellatrix> *trying desperately to keep from wrapping her arms around Gabrielle* I don't hate you.
Gabrielle> *trails her fingertips over Bella's cheek* And why not, now?
Bellatrix> *bites her lip* *chokes out* Because I want you.
Gabrielle> And if I told you that you couldn't have me...
Bellatrix> W-why not?
Gabrielle> *smiles* I am not for you.
Bellatrix> Then why do you do this to me?
Gabrielle> Because you are for me.
Gabrielle> *kisses her neck*
Bellatrix> *bites her lip and tilts her head to the side, making it easier*
Gabrielle> *bites down*
Bellatrix> *whimpers*
Gabrielle> *pulls away after only a moment and smiles, stroking her face*
Bellatrix> *whispers, looking at her* Why?
Gabrielle> Why what?
Bellatrix> Why do you do this?
Gabrielle> I can. Is that not reason enough?
Bellatrix> *looks down* I... I suppose...
Gabrielle> *kisses her on the forehead*
Gabrielle> I have had enough. Have you?
Bellatrix> ... *still looking down* *whispers really quietly* No...
Gabrielle> What do you want?
Bellatrix> ...Anything you'll give me.
Gabrielle> *very gently wraps her arms around her waist* I won't give you much, you know.
Bellatrix> Why?
Gabrielle> How much do you deserve? *small smile*
Bellatrix> I don't know.
Bellatrix> Please.
Gabrielle> *kisses her*
Bellatrix> *returns the kiss eagerly*
Gabrielle> *pulls away a little too soon for comfort, playfully*
Bellatrix> *whimper* Please...
Gabrielle> Please what?
Bellatrix> Don't stop.
Bellatrix> Please.
Bellatrix> Do anything, I don't care.
Gabrielle> *traces her fangs over Bella's cheek*
Gabrielle> Anything...
Bellatrix> Just take me. Please. *begging*
Gabrielle> *kisses the underside of Bella's chin and sighs happily*
Bellatrix> *inhales, pressing against her*
Gabrielle> *nips, but doesn't bite*
Bellatrix> *whispers* Please kiss me again.
Gabrielle> *smiles a bit cruelly* *kisses her again, only on the cheek*
Bellatrix> *presses against her lips, then turns her head to try to kiss her*
Gabrielle> *pulls away smilingly*
Bellatrix> What do you want?
Gabrielle> What little can you give me?
Bellatrix> Pleasure? Pain?
Gabrielle> *nips at her cheek, nicking it and drawing a little blood*
Bellatrix> *closes her eyes* What do you want?
Gabrielle> *smiles enigmatically, but says nothing*
Bellatrix> Please tell me.
Bellatrix> Please.
Gabrielle> Pleasure more than pain, certainly... *trails a hand down Bella's back*
Bellatrix> What can I do, then? Tell me?
Gabrielle> *kisses her*
Bellatrix> *returns the kiss, deepening it*
Gabrielle> *traces her tongue over the inside of Bella's bottom lip*
Bellatrix> *smiles a bit, touching Gabrielle's tongue with her own*
Gabrielle> *moves her mouth slightly and bites her lip, sucking up the blood*
Bellatrix> *whimpers ecstatically*
Gabrielle> *clutches Bellatrix close to her, breaking off the kiss to lean her forehead against hers*
Bellatrix> *whisper* You're beautiful.
Gabrielle> *smiles* I'm dangerous...
Bellatrix> So'm I.
Gabrielle> *light laugh* You are a murderer, are you not?
Bellatrix> I love it.
Gabrielle> So do I.
Bellatrix> Are you going to kill me?
Gabrielle> Perhaps.
Bellatrix> ...Please... don't?
Bellatrix> Do anything else to me.
Bellatrix> Anything.
Bellatrix> Not that.
Gabrielle> *laughs again* I like seeing you afraid.
Bellatrix> I'm not right now.
Gabrielle> I could change that. *breathing. on. her. jugular*
Bellatrix> Is that all you want?
Gabrielle> No... of course not.
Bellatrix> What else?
Gabrielle> I said I wanted you.
Bellatrix> Then take me.
Gabrielle> *kisses her collarbone* When I wish it.
Bellatrix> How long will you make me wait?
Gabrielle> *presses her against the wall with a small growl* Not long...
Bellatrix> *wraps an arm around her waist* *kisses her cheek*
Gabrielle> *kisses her neck, savagely*
Bellatrix> *wraps her other arm around Gabrielle's waist, pulling her closer*
Gabrielle> *nuzzles her chest and places a quick kiss on her breastbone*
Bellatrix> *inhales deeply, arching her back a bit*
Gabrielle> *moves up to kiss her shoulder again, smugly*
Bellatrix> *tangles her fingers in Gabrielle's hair*
Gabrielle> *murmurs* You're very eager...
Gabrielle> *scrapes her shoulder with her fangs*
Bellatrix> *softly, tilting her head back* Aren't you?
Gabrielle> Not as much as you. *soft laugh*
Bellatrix> Why not? *runs her fingers down Gabrielle's back*
Gabrielle> I confess, I don't feel this the way you do...
Gabrielle> *kisses her breast*
Bellatrix> What do you mean? *plays with her hair and shivers liek omg*
Gabrielle> *small laugh* I'm dead.
Bellatrix> What can you feel?
Gabrielle> *softly* Your heartbeat...
Bellatrix> And?
Gabrielle> Isn't that enough?
Bellatrix> Is that all you want?
Gabrielle> Why do you care what I want?
Bellatrix> ...I don't know.
Bellatrix> I want to please you. I do not know why.
Gabrielle> *smiles, almost cruelly* How sweet of you.
Bellatrix> I can't, can I?
Gabrielle> Not how you think.
Bellatrix> I'll do for you what you tell me to.
Gabrielle> Bare your neck.
Bellatrix> *unbuttons her jacket and pulls it off* *pulls her hair off her neck, tilting her head to make it accessible*
Gabrielle> *bites down, roughly*
Bellatrix> *gasps and presses close to her*
Gabrielle> *drinks, and laps up the blood from the wound*
Bellatrix> *whimpers, eyes shut*
Gabrielle> *purrs a little*
Bellatrix> *clings to her with one arm, still holding up her hair with the other*
Gabrielle> *pulls away*
Bellatrix> *looks at her, surprised*
Gabrielle> Enough.
Bellatrix> What?
Gabrielle> I've had enough. *smiles*
Bellatrix> *anxiously* Nothing more?
Gabrielle> Not right now. *smiles*
Gabrielle> *but nonetheless, kisses her deeply*
Bellatrix> *returns the kiss with feeling*
Gabrielle> *smiles, and leaves*
I begged her. I did, I admit it, and I'm sorry. Please, forgive me. I hate her, I do. I hate her for what she does to me. I wanted her, and it makes me sick.
*cries some more*