you know that feeling you get when you see something you want, but that something doesnt want you?

[chorus_baby]

yeah. i know, you must be thinking...geeze. it has been so long since we have even heard from this chick. well...things are going better for me. i am living with my uncle still, and my parents still dont love each other but that is ok because i know they both love me and that is all there is to it. i love my friends, even though "it is a good thing" i only hang out with them once a weekish. i get to go to the boro once a week. i have two and a half days of free time and i use it all. i go to the boro saturday afternoons, sunday all day, and monday until like nine p,m, and that is ok but not what i want, i want my friends to wanna be with me, but obviously they dont want to be. once a week keeps them wanting more. just enough to where i dont annoy them

i have discovered hookah. i like it. get over it.

i am going to go now, because lexi and derek are supposed to be coming over soon...i hope. mom said ok, so i hope they can. even if just for a little while