Oct 20, 2003 16:18
there are two movies that i wanna watch right now. number one being Alice in Wonderland which i lost and can not find. and number two being Newsies which i let brittney borrow.
those are my two comfort movies..
i had a really bad day.
didnt finish my English homework, or my History homework. i couldnt concentrate on it.
i was a tearing in English.
i was crying in History.
cried even harder during lunch.
some guys talked to me during lunch though...
everything i think about reminds me of something. and it all makes me cry. i miss you. but i just can't do it.
mr. szynkowicts "hit the nail on the head" (as quoted by Sarah). and that deffinately didnt help. this was after i came back from the bathroom with sarah. she wanted to get me out of the class. thanks a bunch sarah.
maybe it isnt because of what i thought. maybe i am just afraid of letting go. but whatever it is. it needs to leave me alone. because it's making my life worse.
i overall dont.feel.good.
"..and she swears there's nothing wrong, i hear her playing that same old song..."