What A Night
So last night was totally different. I really didnt do much at all. I was supposed to hang out with Kevin...that never happened! GO FIGURE! So now, its been two days since we have hung out. So I was pissed...more like upset because yeah, I miss my boyfriend and yeah, I like spending time with him. I have been in such a bad mood for the past couple days and nothing sounds better than being able to spend time with him. I feel so much better when I am in his presence. So I called Stevie Pooh last night and talked to him for a little bit about what has been going on. Then Chelsea and I talked for a little while...she wanted to go over and hang out with Jeff but I didnt feel like going over there. I tried to call Gavin to see how his Christmas went...but he didnt answer. When he gets back from his vacation on Thursday, I think that we are going to hang out. We have made so many plans to do so, but it never happens. Hanging out with Gavin is a lot of fun usually. But anyways! (Sighs) I am at work this morning...there is like no one here, everyone is on vacation. At least, all the the people that I have fun with and make my day go quicker. Oh well, after here I have to go to Applebees and work a long volume shift. Then when I get home, I have no idea what I am going to do. Grandma has been in a really weird mood lately, she is being so bitchy...so it makes me not want to be around. But anyway! I had a really good cry last night when I talked to Stevie Pooh...I am really happy that he is back in Howell and not in Hillsdale anymore. And finally things are working out with him and Becki. Everyone seems like they are so happy! Me...I just have been so out of it. I dont know what the problem is. Maybe its because I have been PMSing really bad and my stomach has killed me. I slept after getting home from the secertary of state and after running erronds with my grandpa. Anyway! I have to clock in a few minutes...Im gunna write more during my break. I feel like I really need to vent a lot of fusterations. My morning wasnt too bad, my mommy gave me a huge hug and a kiss good morning...I really needed that from her, especially after the fight that we kinda got into yesterday morning at work. It can be so fusterating. I havent even heard from Kevin this morning, I dont even know if he is working today...I feel like I dont know anything anymore...I hate not knowing anything...it really bothers me...Well until then...time to work and think because there is really no one here to talk to...the thing I hate the most...thinking...it just makes life so much more difficult!