Oct 12, 2010 09:23
its been too long and yet no one will probably ever read this because my only reader hasnt subcribed to my literature in a while. sigh x3. what do i do when i know another man is telling the woman i am supposed to love and i am currently bearing a child with is telling her he loves her. that she deserves better and he know they will be together. oh and he loves her again as his closer. I want so bad to throw it in her face and tell her to go fuck her canadian friend but eh, it feels like if i do it that way it will lose some value. I know timing is everything, so id prefer to do it when the timing is right. i mean fuck me man. im far from the greatest person in the world but ive given up alot for this relationship. I cold turkey left one of the most influential people of my life for her and where has it gotten me. Sure im going to college now and i have a baby on the way, but where is the mickey and mallory love. where is the singing in the rain gene kelly style. WHERE THE FUCK IS THE EMOTION??!!??
anyways i just wanted to fret, maybe someday someone will get bored and give me some feedback. hopefully before bombs end up dropping like Iraq.