im like a foot with gang green ready to meet the axe

[chopupdrunkbums]

I feel as if I made a horrible mistake. Some doors should have stayed shut for the time being. Some things are just better unknown, unmentioned, and most of all not said. But and there always is a BUT, I can't change the events of the past. If I could and I assure u I can not, I'd stop my parents from doing the the deeds that they did or hell I'd even stop hitlers mother from going to that jewish doctor. Anyways I just feel bad for the current situation. On all fronts of my life.
I myself feel detached from the world lately. Little to nothing is keepin me happy. I feel used and not physically but more of a deeper spiritual plane. Then on top of that I feel like my soul is being pocketed by different ends of the world. My insides are streched. My love is abused. And worst of all my brain feels battered and beaten. Ugh I'm sooo tired and so hungover, I'm taking a taco bell excuse bathroom brake at wrok to type. Fuck the corporite business world. Ugh ugh ugh ugh...
I'm tired. Sometimes I just want to lay down and take a nap. Not the big sleep nap. But just a nap. Maybe I can wake up less distraught. Fuck I dunno. I'm depressed right now, and basicly just feel off. My mind is wandering. I wish I was at another show. I seem to forget my problems at shows. I'm no good at closing statements so eh ill leave the reader with this, blunt and to the point.

J u g g a l o