I wonder sometimes about the outcome of a still verdictless life.
Matt Toren, Sales Executive..I like the sound of that. lol. well this week has been more or less awakening..again. 1 year from now ill be in some college working towards a real life. Doing what? I dont know. Right now the intended major is Business, focus on sales. yep, thats right, gettin myself a boring businessman job. lol..i think thats what i want tho..well Apps. are goin out to Roosevelt, Northeastern, North Central, and a few other places.. see what happens. Well, last night, friday night, rachel came over and we hung out, its amazing to be able to just 'hang' with her again..I personally like it, not sure about her..i think i bore her sometimes..o well, i try not to. Then Tonight she took me out, we went to Macaroni Grill and then saw I love Huckabees..funny movie that was..Id recommend it. I am dead tired..but gotta keep on truckin. Tomorrow i dont get to talk to Rach due to opposite scedules like every sunday..I suppose i can survive one day with out talking to the most awesomest. I have a stupid paper due Wend..2 of em actually! both on Share, which is solely responsible for me not being able to lift my arms over my head..I pulled every muscle in my shoulders between sawing down a tree about 10 in. in diameter and then carrying it out of the woods..fun shit..only not..better then workin with kiddy's, You all think that sounds harsh..but you gotta remember..I practically live with what? like 6 of them..Talk about the ultimate birth control..Anybody considering having a kid while their a teen should spend a week in my house listening to the 6 of em all screaming at once..granted, i have become extremely good at secluding myself in my thought..and the ability to shut out noise..which can go against me sometimes..like in school when i start to shut out the teacher..and then start listening just as he finishes up notes. good for shuting out screaming kids, bad for shuting out teachers. hmmmmmmmm..i wonder if anybody really reads this, or if i write this just to write it..I doubt even rachel reads this...well thats all for now, my audience of no1. this is matt toren Signing out. -M@