Another social casualty, score one more for me
Hey all, Busy day it was today, let me let you in, see the life i live and the experiances i dont have. Today, got up at like 6:50, took the bro to school saw rachel for a few minutes but she had to go in..so then i went back, talked to pat and adam for like a minute, then went home watched some music videos. bout 8:10 i returned to school only to have to go back outside and run a mile, horrible, it was cold. Then after that, the day was boring, saw rachel before 4th for like 30 sec. then had to leave her again. 3 periods later, in survey, the fire alarms went off..let me tell you that was one revieling and interesting fire drill..then i had to take erwin home cuz he caught me, then i went to McD's for lunch..alone..cuz nobody cool has lunch with me, and the one that does cant go out everyday with me..so i ate alone. I dont mind it i guess..its kinda relaxing. saw rach wen i got back to school for like 5 minutes..got to talk for alittle while..This blows. i hate not being able to see her. O well, gotta keep truckin lol. after school i left took bro home, changed, left for share at dist 54 nature center, cut down half a forest, then went to white hen to get a drink, then straight to work, worked 5:30-Close, got home realized my wallet fell out of my pocket into the apron basket, went back to work got it, and here i sit, starving cuz i havent eaten since lunch. I wanna play some guitar, but dont think thats happenin..Rachels not coming online tonight i dont think..well there goes all hope.. Saturday is sweetest day..which i will be spending alone, which also..blows. cuz Rae's not able to do anything.."If your gunna rip my heart out, could you use a knife thats dull and rust in color? Once i Die, there will be noway that you can cover that scar, Its hard I know, and if i get alittle blood on you, finally the world will know your guilty of taking everything youve gotten from me, no heart, its hard I know, Mighty king of Avondale, i Just cant let this go, real life aint no fairy tale.. " -amazing song, its Avondale, by The gods of emo/punk/stuffish stuff, Yellowcard. See what happens with out my nightly rachel talking to? I ramble on in this stupid LJ and nothing really gets said..so let me draw you a picture in words. Its 9 o'clock at night, Dublin city centre in Ireland, Im alone roaming the streets of Ireland, its about 60 degrees..nothing really going on except the normal city traffic, its pretty calming. I turn down Graffton street, the main shopping street in Dublin, more of a large sidewalk then a street, theres about 8 people on the entire street, Im walkin down, its got some lighting to it from Internet cafe signs and store lights, In the middle of the street theres a guy, hes got an accoustic guitar, hes playin Sail away with me by david Grey, and singin, it echos throughout the entire street..yes that was an amazing night..I want to go back so bad. lol that was a massive ramble attack, all in all that was the most calming and memorable moment of my life. I think ill prolly be 97 and still think of that and be completely relaxed. With that embarassing thing told to the world, Im off, to sleep, to eat, and to sleep, and to school it up tomorrow. Maybe ill see rachel tomorrow..hope so. "Sail away with me hunny I put my heart in your hand, Sail away with me hunny now, now, now..sail away with me, what will be will be, I wanna hold you now, now, now." -Amazing. thats all for now folks -M@