torn

[chopstiks]

so summer is finally here. Yippee! I somehow managed an A in Biodiversity, and I am realizing that maybe I'm a little more than average when it comes to school, or this school really isn't that impressive academic wise. Family makes difficult things even harder. Let's just say that your brother graduates on Saturday, but you have to move out of your dorm by 12:45 on Friday. So, your dad plans to come down with the big van and help you pack your stuff. Then, without telling you, you find out from an outside source that plans have been changed and nobody is coming to move you out. In fact, you just have to squeeze the entirity of your dorm room in the living room of your brother's cardboardbox-sized apartment and camp out on his couch. But, they'll come get you b/f graduation, and then you can bring some of your stuff home. the rest of your stuff will sit in his living room until he comes back from his trip and begins bringing stuff home. Needless to say, it's been a long week, but an unbearably long day. However, there were good moments too. But now as I hide away in my brother's room while the seniors enjoy their last night I feel lonely and sad. I guess it is selfish of me to complain that my parents aren't here b/c of him because he did give up the day b/f his graduation to help me move out. So, why do I think only of myself? I enjoy pulling the middle-child victim act, but then I start to believe it.

Well, can't wait to be back. Many good times are to be had this summer- back home and on the road. Good luck to everyone. Have safe travels home and may you not be charged $45 for tack holes in the wall they told you that you were allowed to put there. Thank goodness for white toothpaste. Did I mention I woke up at 6 to study and then take a very hard pre-cal final? I better get an A in that class. Can't wait to be home. This is torture!!