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so things have been looking up for me. Im not so depressed anymore. I mean I get angry and mad but I am having a good time, I learned to talk back to customers and to be rude in return instead of just taking it and pretending to be all nice and acting like I care.... thats what the world does to you, turns a nice person into someone evil. haha but anyways I think its cuz I only work really twice a week, and I have the rest to myself and family, even if it means doing yard work and cleaning, I dont mind. well the cleaning i do not the staying home :) my vacation is coming up and I cant wait for that, Im really excited. Ive been working on my art and for once its not a homework assignment, Im doing it for myself and as for a gift for my sister. I just hope it turns out well. Ive had a customer ask me out haha hes really nice and when I told him i had a boyfriend I think I broke his heart and his response was "aw he's lucky" I felt awful, but what can you do? he made me feel special though haha. I had someone at work remember my birthday and taped a note to my register saying happy birthday, little as it was It made me really happy. I was gonna save it cuz it seemed special and I forgot it and felt bad. I got to hang out with aleyda i know that was quite long ago haha but I didnt talk about it. and It made me realize how much I miss her. and YES I need to call you haha Im bad with making phone calls. I think its lazyness. and I saw sarah at work, which made that day better, I like seeing people I need to make more plans to hang out more other than staying cooped up, but I also need to save money cuz I keep spending and I need to save for my trip. People around me seem to be getting happier which helps. makes me happy. I hope everyones doing well. and thats it. Im HAPPY! haha