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well im sad. i missed seein jess today. 3rd period i walked out of class and went with danielle, sarah, michelle, zak, and a bunch of other people and we went to the memorial library. i ate lunch were i saw jess (messina) and well, gym kinda sucked. today sucked. im not goin to the service today but danielle told me to come to the wake and the funeral so im gunna go to that.
fuck you people that are pittying her and you dont even know her. im not great friends with her but i know i miss walkin with her to lunch and i miss her kicking me in the ass. im sick of hearing people talk bout it and they dont know anything. i spent the day with her closest friends and i bet a 1000 people she doesnt even know her are going to the memorial service today.
and i bet her funeral is going to be the same way, i would feel out of place at her funeral, this is a time for her family and friends to greive over her death. i wanna punch ever person the goes to her funeral to gawk and talk to there friends, and all i have to say to you people...is fuck you.
i wound not even go to the funeral if i wasnt invited. its not my place to be. but i am goin only becuase i was invited and its the respectful thing to do. i need to say my final good-byes.
danielle, i was glad to see you play volieball today and smile like you used to, it hurt me to see you crying and i was glad you got your mind off it even for the short time.
fuck you people that are pittying her and you dont even know her. im not great friends with her but i know i miss walkin with her to lunch and i miss her kicking me in the ass. im sick of hearing people talk bout it and they dont know anything. i spent the day with her closest friends and i bet a 1000 people she doesnt even know her are going to the memorial service today.
and i bet her funeral is going to be the same way, i would feel out of place at her funeral, this is a time for her family and friends to greive over her death. i wanna punch ever person the goes to her funeral to gawk and talk to there friends, and all i have to say to you people...is fuck you.
i wound not even go to the funeral if i wasnt invited. its not my place to be. but i am goin only becuase i was invited and its the respectful thing to do. i need to say my final good-byes.
danielle, i was glad to see you play volieball today and smile like you used to, it hurt me to see you crying and i was glad you got your mind off it even for the short time.