life blows sometimes.
So, Cynthia has to go home this weekend because she didn't make it home last weekend.
All that's left to look forward to is the rugby game Saturday at 11. Boy, were my expectations crushed right in front of my face. It sucks.
Not to mention that Lauren called today. Her mom is having a "going away party" for her Nov. 3rd. She wants me to go. I don't know if I should or not. I don't know if I can handle saying goodbye for good. She's the only person I ever loved... of that I'm sure. It will be painful, regardless, but I don't know if I can face her after so much time apart.
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I really don't want to be here right now. I'd rather be anywhere... but here. I can't stand school. Basically the only things keeping me here are my awesome friends in (and out of) the music department and rugby. That's it. My parents recently pissed me off by calling me irresponsible. They won't let me live off-campus next semester because of this. SUCKS. I would LOVE to get out of these freshman-infested, noisy dorms. grr.
Why can't my life make sense?
All that's left to look forward to is the rugby game Saturday at 11. Boy, were my expectations crushed right in front of my face. It sucks.
Not to mention that Lauren called today. Her mom is having a "going away party" for her Nov. 3rd. She wants me to go. I don't know if I should or not. I don't know if I can handle saying goodbye for good. She's the only person I ever loved... of that I'm sure. It will be painful, regardless, but I don't know if I can face her after so much time apart.
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I really don't want to be here right now. I'd rather be anywhere... but here. I can't stand school. Basically the only things keeping me here are my awesome friends in (and out of) the music department and rugby. That's it. My parents recently pissed me off by calling me irresponsible. They won't let me live off-campus next semester because of this. SUCKS. I would LOVE to get out of these freshman-infested, noisy dorms. grr.
Why can't my life make sense?