Sep 07, 2004 20:01
What a crazy weekend this has been.
All this having no idea what i'm going to do thing has been weighing down on my heavily. like... what am i gonna do?
Lots of family has been down this weekend, there are always so many fights and swearing and drinking. Just like a good russian family. My grandmama was telling me all these stories about living under stalin that were just so fucked up. Like when her family lived in this apartment building some of the units were alot nicer than others so the families living in the shitty units would start to spread rumours that the folks in the nice onces were staying all this bad shit about Stalin and Communism just so the KGB would take them away in the middle of the night, thus allowing the family to move into the nice unit. How could you have a good night sleep in a apartment knowing that you just did that!!!!. Also how when she was little she was not allowed to know who she was related to when people visited because if they or her family ever got in trouble with the government it could endanger the entire extended family. So alot of the pictures around the house had the heads cut out of cousins and stuff. So fucked up.
on a totally different note, does anyone want to partake in some mid week drinking?, maybe phil's on thrusday.