Keep you inside my heart
Disclaimer : Shinee isn't mine :D I just own the plot
Pairing : Onkey(past) Ontae
Rating : G
Summary : when someone people died they life with the memories in you. that's why Jinki can't forget about his past love but, someone change him. someone named Lee Taemin
A/N: thank you for the beautiful pic from Yura Hyung sorry it's unbetaned .___. pardon of the grammar errors and typos
“Hay Kibum, how’s heaven?” ask Jinki in front of a tombstone it write here is live Kim Kibum. He put the lilies flowers he just bought before he come to here, the last place where his love rest. He wipe the snow which just pile up at the stone.
“I hope you’re happy at there.” He said touching the stone like he’s touching Kibum face. “It’s snowing here, I hope I can see it with you like we always do. Watch the sunrise at winter, seeing the star at the cold night, cuddling so we can warmth each other.” Said Jinki smiling, remembering the day when he and Kibum still together.
“You know, it’s already a year since you passed away and that mean I already being a loner for one year.” He said, a small laugh passed his lips with his own words. “I can’t date someone else you know. it seems there isn’t someone good enough to take your place.”
“There aren’t someone who can beat your nag to me, there aren't someone who can cook my favorite chicken like you, there aren't someone who can comfort me like you do especially there aren't someone who can love me like you do.”
Jinki remember how Jonghyun complain to him about how can he reject so many hot and chick people lets said Minho the soccer captain, Taecyeon the hot and beasty man at the school, Lee joon the clueless but hot teen from the dance club.
And not only that, he didn’t just reject some man out there but the girls as well. Like Taeyeon the cutest cheerleader member, Seungyeon the smartest girl who give some shock to him how can he fall in love with Jinki and Jiyeon the prettiest girls at the school not forget how sweet she is.
“He even call me the heartbreaker with a sweet smile, hahah what is that?” continue him, keep talking like Kibum was in front of him listening to every his words. “I know no one can be like you. You’re you and they’re they. I can’t force them to be like you right?”
“You’re the only one for my heart Kibum, you’re always here deep inside my heart.” Jinki said while touching his heart, remembering how sweet and warm Kibum smile, how happy and embarrassed his face looks when Jinki kiss him. such a wonderful memories.
But nothing last forever. When they want to go for celebrate they first anniversary Kibum got into some accident that take his life. Some car was hit him when he want to save some child. The child was save but Kibum must pay it with his life.
The hurt thing is, Jinki saw it, he remember it clearly how Kibum push the child, and replacing her with him. He remember it clearly how the blood pouring from his head, he remember it clearly how he can’t save him, how he smile for him for the last time. “I… love you Jin...ki.”
“But something change Kibum.” Jinki continue his words, his tone turn more serious. “I meet someone, someone that different then you, he didn't like to nag to me, he can’t cook that well, he get cry easily and he is so clumsy like me, so different than you.” Jinki smile remembering that people.
“He went to me and asked if he can like me. How funny is that?” chuckled, remember how Taemin surprised him and Jonghyun at the lunch time when he come to him so suddenly and ask him.
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“Jinki hyung can I like you?” ask Taemin, eyes opened wide, showing some puppy eyes, that no one can’t reject it. Jonghyun chocked his meatball, Jinki was stop chewing his food. “*Cough*, excuse me but who are you?” Jonghyun asked the smaller teen who just sit in front of them.”I’m Taemin, Lee Taemin.” He said give them his hand.
“who is he?” whispered Jonghyun so Jinki, who still looking at the other teen. “I don’t know, are you sure this isn’t someone you send to me?” Jinki whispered to his friend ear back. Jonghyun just shake his head, observing Taemin again.
“So… how about it hyung? Can I like you?” asked Taemin again, getting some attention from the older teen in front of him. “Is this some of confession? Cause if you ask me if I can't date you, I’m sorry I can’t.” Answered Jinki, amazed with this teen guts.
Taemin just laugh and shake his head, he didn’t look so sad like the other people do when Jinki rejects him. “No hyung, I just ask you if I can like you. Not ask you out, even though that’s the amin point of why I want to like you.” This kid is unbelievable that’s what Jinki thought and he think Jonghyun just agree with him.
“hahahah I like you booy.” Suddenly Jonghyun hug Taemin so tight, embracing him with a friendly hug. “I love your guts here, I’ll approve your wish you can like him.” he said receiving a very happy Taemin, who just hug him back. Jinki shock his head, this will be a very long long year. “By the way do you know that it’ll be hard to make that old man to like you back.” Jonghyun informed Taemin, who nodded his head.
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“That boy name is Lee Taemin, if you still alive I think you’ll love him too Kibum he’s so sweet, such a nice kid.” Said Jinki, sighed. “sometimes I miss you Kibum, everytime he come to me he remembering your existence.” JInki lowering his head, resting it at the cold tombstone.
“Kim Kibum?”
“Yeah that’s the reason why I can’t accept anyone love to me until now, I still can’t forget about him. He always be in the deep of my heart. I can’t replace his place. It’s like I can’t go with anyone else.” JInki resting his face at the rooftop fence, enjoying the breeze, that playing with his soft hair.
Taemin paused for a bit. Jinki was worried know. did he just hurt the other teen hope? But what Taemin said was surprised him.
“I know that’s why I want to like Jinki hyung, cause if I can make myself like you, maybe you can like me back. Maybe I can’t be like that Kibum hyung person but, I’ll try my best to stand with you.” He said smiling, didn’t show any hurt or sad face which amaze Jinki for several times since he know him.
“You still love me? Although you already know that I can’t replace Kibum place for anyone?”
“Yup, he’s someone important for you, I can’t replace him. Even though if you love me back. I won’t ask you to forget him. I can’t can I? Don’t forget someone who already died, because they life with the memories you bring now.” Taemin smile to him, his hand touching on Jinki heart.
“Don’t forget about him, don’t reject your love for me cause….”
“Kim Kibum you’re always be the one in my heart, no matter what happen.” Jinki said stand up form his place, looking at the tombstone for the last time, smiling. A vibrate come from his phone, smiling Jinki is when he look at the message.
From: my Taeminnie
Hyuuung… where are you? =3= come on jonghyun hyung already in his destructive mode if you don’t come now.
To: My taeminnie
Just bear with him, I’ll go there right now, just have to do something okay.
He chuckled, his young boyfriend just too adorable, for him. yes boyfriend, Jinki just accept Taemin love several weeks ago. The younger teen can’t hold his tears of course, after all Jinki love him back, answering his unclear feel.
“I’ll keep you deep inside my heart kibum.” Jinki look at the tombstone for the last time, kiss it lightly before he leave. “Don’t worry Taemin is a nice kid, I’ll be okay with him, we’ll be okay. Cause I won’t forget about you.”
“Don’t forget about him, don’t reject your love for me cause I just want to stand at the same place with him, not replacing him.”
“You’re still here Kibum deep inside my heart, my first love forever.” Jinki touch his chest, a single tears fall from his eyes. Then a warm wind come to him, a warm wind at a winter night, so weird isn’t it? Thank you. Jinki opened his eyes wide, he turn his body looking at the Kibum tombstone, smiling. “You’re welcome my love.”
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Pairing : Onkey(past) Ontae
Rating : G
Summary : when someone people died they life with the memories in you. that's why Jinki can't forget about his past love but, someone change him. someone named Lee Taemin
A/N: thank you for the beautiful pic from Yura Hyung sorry it's unbetaned .___. pardon of the grammar errors and typos
“Hay Kibum, how’s heaven?” ask Jinki in front of a tombstone it write here is live Kim Kibum. He put the lilies flowers he just bought before he come to here, the last place where his love rest. He wipe the snow which just pile up at the stone.
“I hope you’re happy at there.” He said touching the stone like he’s touching Kibum face. “It’s snowing here, I hope I can see it with you like we always do. Watch the sunrise at winter, seeing the star at the cold night, cuddling so we can warmth each other.” Said Jinki smiling, remembering the day when he and Kibum still together.
“You know, it’s already a year since you passed away and that mean I already being a loner for one year.” He said, a small laugh passed his lips with his own words. “I can’t date someone else you know. it seems there isn’t someone good enough to take your place.”
“There aren’t someone who can beat your nag to me, there aren't someone who can cook my favorite chicken like you, there aren't someone who can comfort me like you do especially there aren't someone who can love me like you do.”
Jinki remember how Jonghyun complain to him about how can he reject so many hot and chick people lets said Minho the soccer captain, Taecyeon the hot and beasty man at the school, Lee joon the clueless but hot teen from the dance club.
And not only that, he didn’t just reject some man out there but the girls as well. Like Taeyeon the cutest cheerleader member, Seungyeon the smartest girl who give some shock to him how can he fall in love with Jinki and Jiyeon the prettiest girls at the school not forget how sweet she is.
“He even call me the heartbreaker with a sweet smile, hahah what is that?” continue him, keep talking like Kibum was in front of him listening to every his words. “I know no one can be like you. You’re you and they’re they. I can’t force them to be like you right?”
“You’re the only one for my heart Kibum, you’re always here deep inside my heart.” Jinki said while touching his heart, remembering how sweet and warm Kibum smile, how happy and embarrassed his face looks when Jinki kiss him. such a wonderful memories.
But nothing last forever. When they want to go for celebrate they first anniversary Kibum got into some accident that take his life. Some car was hit him when he want to save some child. The child was save but Kibum must pay it with his life.
The hurt thing is, Jinki saw it, he remember it clearly how Kibum push the child, and replacing her with him. He remember it clearly how the blood pouring from his head, he remember it clearly how he can’t save him, how he smile for him for the last time. “I… love you Jin...ki.”
“But something change Kibum.” Jinki continue his words, his tone turn more serious. “I meet someone, someone that different then you, he didn't like to nag to me, he can’t cook that well, he get cry easily and he is so clumsy like me, so different than you.” Jinki smile remembering that people.
“He went to me and asked if he can like me. How funny is that?” chuckled, remember how Taemin surprised him and Jonghyun at the lunch time when he come to him so suddenly and ask him.
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“Jinki hyung can I like you?” ask Taemin, eyes opened wide, showing some puppy eyes, that no one can’t reject it. Jonghyun chocked his meatball, Jinki was stop chewing his food. “*Cough*, excuse me but who are you?” Jonghyun asked the smaller teen who just sit in front of them.”I’m Taemin, Lee Taemin.” He said give them his hand.
“who is he?” whispered Jonghyun so Jinki, who still looking at the other teen. “I don’t know, are you sure this isn’t someone you send to me?” Jinki whispered to his friend ear back. Jonghyun just shake his head, observing Taemin again.
“So… how about it hyung? Can I like you?” asked Taemin again, getting some attention from the older teen in front of him. “Is this some of confession? Cause if you ask me if I can't date you, I’m sorry I can’t.” Answered Jinki, amazed with this teen guts.
Taemin just laugh and shake his head, he didn’t look so sad like the other people do when Jinki rejects him. “No hyung, I just ask you if I can like you. Not ask you out, even though that’s the amin point of why I want to like you.” This kid is unbelievable that’s what Jinki thought and he think Jonghyun just agree with him.
“hahahah I like you booy.” Suddenly Jonghyun hug Taemin so tight, embracing him with a friendly hug. “I love your guts here, I’ll approve your wish you can like him.” he said receiving a very happy Taemin, who just hug him back. Jinki shock his head, this will be a very long long year. “By the way do you know that it’ll be hard to make that old man to like you back.” Jonghyun informed Taemin, who nodded his head.
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“That boy name is Lee Taemin, if you still alive I think you’ll love him too Kibum he’s so sweet, such a nice kid.” Said Jinki, sighed. “sometimes I miss you Kibum, everytime he come to me he remembering your existence.” JInki lowering his head, resting it at the cold tombstone.
“Kim Kibum?”
“Yeah that’s the reason why I can’t accept anyone love to me until now, I still can’t forget about him. He always be in the deep of my heart. I can’t replace his place. It’s like I can’t go with anyone else.” JInki resting his face at the rooftop fence, enjoying the breeze, that playing with his soft hair.
Taemin paused for a bit. Jinki was worried know. did he just hurt the other teen hope? But what Taemin said was surprised him.
“I know that’s why I want to like Jinki hyung, cause if I can make myself like you, maybe you can like me back. Maybe I can’t be like that Kibum hyung person but, I’ll try my best to stand with you.” He said smiling, didn’t show any hurt or sad face which amaze Jinki for several times since he know him.
“You still love me? Although you already know that I can’t replace Kibum place for anyone?”
“Yup, he’s someone important for you, I can’t replace him. Even though if you love me back. I won’t ask you to forget him. I can’t can I? Don’t forget someone who already died, because they life with the memories you bring now.” Taemin smile to him, his hand touching on Jinki heart.
“Don’t forget about him, don’t reject your love for me cause….”
“Kim Kibum you’re always be the one in my heart, no matter what happen.” Jinki said stand up form his place, looking at the tombstone for the last time, smiling. A vibrate come from his phone, smiling Jinki is when he look at the message.
From: my Taeminnie
Hyuuung… where are you? =3= come on jonghyun hyung already in his destructive mode if you don’t come now.
To: My taeminnie
Just bear with him, I’ll go there right now, just have to do something okay.
He chuckled, his young boyfriend just too adorable, for him. yes boyfriend, Jinki just accept Taemin love several weeks ago. The younger teen can’t hold his tears of course, after all Jinki love him back, answering his unclear feel.
“I’ll keep you deep inside my heart kibum.” Jinki look at the tombstone for the last time, kiss it lightly before he leave. “Don’t worry Taemin is a nice kid, I’ll be okay with him, we’ll be okay. Cause I won’t forget about you.”
“Don’t forget about him, don’t reject your love for me cause I just want to stand at the same place with him, not replacing him.”
“You’re still here Kibum deep inside my heart, my first love forever.” Jinki touch his chest, a single tears fall from his eyes. Then a warm wind come to him, a warm wind at a winter night, so weird isn’t it? Thank you. Jinki opened his eyes wide, he turn his body looking at the Kibum tombstone, smiling. “You’re welcome my love.”
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Thank you for reading :D
comment are loveeed <3333 t
hat's include a feed back tooo since I've to improve my writing :D
silent reader pleaseee *give candy*
Lets be friend hereee