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Honestly.
It is pathetic that I remember what today is.
Is it pathetic that I doing anything not to face the fact that today should have been 19 months?
Does it hurt that....
She didn't call or text today
She probably forgot
She knows and is waiting for me to call but I am too hurt and stubborn and too hurt to call her
....or just knowing who she's going to bed with tonight?
It is pathetic that I remember what today is.
Is it pathetic that I doing anything not to face the fact that today should have been 19 months?
Does it hurt that....
She didn't call or text today
She probably forgot
She knows and is waiting for me to call but I am too hurt and stubborn and too hurt to call her
....or just knowing who she's going to bed with tonight?