a few things...
Item 1.
So I have been working at the Perkins up here for the past week. And its extremely different from woodhaven. Its professional, clean, big, & the managers actually like there jobs. Its good business & the servers work hard too...talk about culture shock. lol I miss my bad habits & shortcuts...its irritating I feel like such a newbie...but Im getting used to it pretty quickly & its extremely nice to have some money coming in.
I met this girl named Connie, she is a transfer from a different store too & she is a junior at Bloom. She reminds me of Lauren Pawloski sooo much. She cracks me up, is extremely healthy & athletic. She is an exercise science major so she is extremely fit & health concious. She told me yesterday she was getting surgery next week bc she had cervical cancer. She is 20 years old & has cancer. They thought they got it all last year but apparently they didnt. She is extremely optomistic & not embarissed by it which I admire. But it got me thinking. I eat junk food, I dont exercise & I sleep whenever I have free time. I am completely healthy.... I have no disease like canser or NF like my nephew holding me back from what I want.
Example 2: My nephew Cullen had NF (neurofibromatosis) which is a childrens tumor disease...I dont talk about it a lot bc Im the type that likes to pretend its not there bc in my head he is fine. My sister has raised my nephews as vegetraians since they were born & also raises them on organic foods & soy. Her first and main priority is there health. She wants to make sure she does everything she can to make them as healthy as possible. Cullen has this disease & two tumors because of it. She has no control of how healthy he is because no matter how much soy or vegatables he eats daily he will still have those tumors. Its just not right.
I feel like I take advantage of my health & its really sad. I have so much potential to do better for myself & I choose not to bc I guess I just dont have to. haha I hate having these enligthening moments in my life...but just some random thoughts...
Item 2.
COMING OUT DAY!
Sunday the 9th. I am so pumped. I believe me & Mr. Thomas will be attending. Me & Mr. Whelen were discussing pre-gaming early in the am...bc we r cool like that. & then taking the el down...whose down??
This is a big deal fo rme because its my anniversery. When I came out to my mom I wrote her a letter & left it on the counter before work. Well I get to work & they send me home early bc they were overstaffed...so I didnt wanna go home. I call my dearest Kevin McShea & he tells me about this gay event downtown so we head down. I had so much fun that day & every year since. So I cannot miss it this year!! I am so pumped!
I didnt really have as many items as a thought.... bye all..I miss you my homebodies!!!