wound up in a movie with no story now it's late and you are nowhere to be found

[chollyflower]

will someone please tell me what i'm doing wrong here? i can't take this shit much longer. one after the other. they all fuck me over. i dont understand. now i'm boring. and he hates me. i dont like him too much either but how can he hate me when hes the one who fucked with me. and how am i boring (now i know how shitty it is to hear that one deirge) he is the epitome of an asshole in my eyes as of now. he screwed it up in texas and hes going to screw it up here. i dont even like him anymore. but it's still driving me insane. i hate highschool. i am so doing pal. for half the day though so i can take photography (with jacob even!!) fun. i totally understand why he wants her. bc if i were a guy i would want her to. but why try and get me if you want her. he thought he could get away with it. he thought i would let him walk all over me. i'm not that kind of girl. i'm stronger than that. and i could never want a boy bad enough to let him treat me that way, especially a boy like that. he needs a fucking reality check and i think us washingtonians are gonna give that to him once he fucks it up with even more ppl. i'm just the beginning. at least im learning early. Oh well i have an even better homecoming date. andrew will be a lot more fun. rodney is wayyy cute. hmmm too bad he's close with my brother. otherwise....doo-doo-doo.

Makin' a mess,
See she is happy
You wanna break it
Your phony roots
Borrowed guitar
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