12am and my dusty telephone rings
Five times out of a hundred.
Tell me what my odds are, my heart isn't working.
Five times out of a hundred.
Tell me what my chance is, romance is under rated.
Stare on.
Don't let a glance be too short.
Don't stop.
Glances are a playground.
Stay around the sound of laughing boys.
Walk on around the table making noise.
Stare on! Oh no?
I wanna turn the bathtub on
and watch this house drown from the lawn.
I wanna turn this energy on.
i want a boy who will call me late at night and surprise me
i want a boy who will get me flowers for no reason
i want a boy who will watch degrassi with me
i want a boy who will get really close to me like hes going to kiss me
but then he wont (hard to get... sexy)
me and galen at viking fest... i dont know why im making that face.. i look constipated
my sister and her bf.. awww
my sister
new poem.. well kind of.. i want to write songs.. not poems.. so poem/song:
Who are you? I cant find you behind all your lies
They’re stealing you. Mixing up my feelings (tormenting me)
Why are you doing this to me? I thought you were perfect
I want to deny you acceptance but I cant bare it
Why cant I find you? I’m screaming and fighting (answer me)
I can barely stand to look at you. I don’t know you at all
Don’t do this
It hurts (you’re killing me)
Stop destroying me
Can’t you see? (my pain is showing)
Are you blind? Look at me
I love you but you’re hurting me
Don’t you love me? I long for your acceptance ( I’ve waited)
When will you love me as much as I love you?
You mean everything to me (the world)
I feel your pain as if it’s my own (does it mean anything?)
Your soul is broken…stop trying to hide it (I can see)
If you love me you’ll stop… if I love you I’ll stop
Don’t do this
It hurts (you’re killing me)
Stop destroying me
Can’t you see? (my pain is showing)
Are you blind? Look at me
I love you but you’re hurting me (love me)
Hold on a little longer… I cant give up yet (don’t let go)
You’re going to be fine… I’m going to be fine
Please just love me… (love me)
Be my hero again (save me) save me from myself
I’ll be your hero (I’ll save you) save you from yourself…
Just love me please
Not my best.. oh well.. it means something to me. well the person i wrote about does