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[cholieo1228]

im in spo much pain and i have no idea what thwe hell is wrong with me. I have this like swollen gland or lymphnode or how ever you spell it and it is very sore and it is making my whole cheek, mouth and jaw, ear, and neck on that side hurt. It hurtrs so bad it makes me tear up and stuff. last night i went to the doctors and they gave me these made huge ass pills that i cant even swallow!!! o yes just give me pills i cant swallow when one i cant open my moth even alittle bit to talk or any thing with out being in pain and two i will choke on the fucking things while trying to get them to go down my throte. last night every time i turned around my mom was telling me to take another one of those nast fucking pills what the hell like od on antibiotics. lol i said that to her and she was like the doctor said make sure you get four of them in you a day because thats the only way your going to get better soon and if you wan the pain in your neck and jaw to go away then you just have to suck it up and live with it. well what the fucking hell!!!!! I mean the doctor sapposably gave me the strongest antibiotic out there but what he really ment was its a suck antibiotic unless you pop them every fucking three secconds!!! anyways when im done taking these nasty big pills in two more days its back to the doctors office so he can re-evaluate me and if im still sick he wants me to go for blood work and prolly going to have to put me on steroids but the only thing about him putting me on them is that it will guarentee me getting better now but after i wont have a very strong immune system for atleast three months.Im sick like all the time and thats not just a joke i really am sick like every other week and it fucking sucks!!!!! its kinda to the point where antibiotics dont work because ive been on them so many times so every time i got to the doctors i have to get a diff. kind form the last time i was there. its confusing but any ways i fucking hate germs and being sick!!!! y me all the time?

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Nichole Newcombe