Oct 22, 2002 11:57
i'm quite hungry. i'm always quite hungry. ivan talks about elephants. and i violate him. and he laughs. i don't feel like kids eat free day. i don't feel like cleaning my apartment right now. but i should take out the trash. it's full. i'm still hungry. we could go to the hot monkey love cafe and shoot pool and drink coffee.. no, not drink coffe, their house coffee is worse than the urban grind's. i could change the channel. people back then speak differently. maybe it's just for film. we're watching far from heaven on thursday. todd haynes + julianne moore = safe bet. ivan is still on my bed. and i may go and violate him some more. and he'll laugh of course, and call me bitch. and i should call my dad. and talk with my sister. she wants to move here when she's 18. she wants to be a stripper. i would be the boy with a stripper sister. and i could tell my friends, don't go to that strip club, because i don't want you to see my sister naked. but i really wouldn't care that much. ivan's up now, but i think i will still violate him while he's smoking his camel turkish gold. he smokes. and he doesn't hate me.