Lyk, rly.
Wow, it's been a long fuckin time. XD
So.... updates. (Not like you guys DON'T already know).
I no longer have to dream about what it would feel like to be in Rob's arms~
I'm actually proud to say I have a boyfriend this time around, unlike my relationship with Frank and at times Joe.
I'm highly content. He's really, really, really different in so many ways form the boys I'm use to dating.
He likes taking care of me, and knowing I'm ok in every way. Examples:
- In bed, he actually perfers "taking care" of me before we move onto actual sex. Most of the time, he's servicing me rather then actually having sex. This is.... WAY weird. I'm use to usually never even cumming during sex, or during a session at all. He makes sure I do, at least a couple of times, which is tiring. u_U;
- He likes to pay for my food and items. Also for my gas. I'm usually the one with the job and money in my relationships, so I'm usually the one paying for everything. He doesn't let me. =/ I SUPPOSE this is a good thing. Just as long as he doesn't start thinking Imma start relying on him.
- He likes to talk, about, everything. If I'm frowning he wants to know why. If I'm stressed he wants to help. If I'm cleaning, he wants to do it for me. If something hurts, he wants to message it. Oh, that's one thing I love. He's usually always rubbing me down if I'm reading or playing a video game. ^_^
- He um... ninja'd my clothes and shoe size while I was sleeping. He plans on buying things for me without my permission. e___e;
- Even though he has his social problems, he's working on it. I guess a couple of more parties with me and he'll get use to the concept of
human interaction with other people rather then just myself.
- He NEVER LET ME CARRY THE BAGS WHEN WE WERE SHOPPING. This was cute; until he dropped the eggs. e_e;
So, I guess, for the most part, he's like... a dream boyfriend.
I can see myself not getting bored or feeling antcy with Rob. I think maybe it is time, despite how much I hate to admit it, to maybe really start thinking about fuckin... mating...
Not like I wanna get married anytime soon, but it would prolly be a good idea to at least think of that possibility. Cause well, not like we both haven't thought about it. With our fuckin parents on our ass about it all the goddamn time. But I am gonna maybe take this a little more seriously. It wouldn't kill me. =]
MOVING ON.
Winter break is here.
Things to make money for:
$50 Baby Doll Lolita shoes - black, any kind really.
$80 Panzer Rave Goggles - pink, tee-hee
$80 Skullcandy Headphones pink... <3 (Cause, omg, they're awesome.)
These fucking boots have haunted me for 5 years. I think it's time.
$ 70 Pink Demonia Stacker Boots
I think that's all I have on to "To buy" list for now. And a Toki-doki bag, but, we're trying to be realistic here people. X_x;
Now moving on to my PROJECTS THIS BREAK, YAY!
- The all important weight loss. Losing at least 10lbs before school comes back around.
The goal is to lose 70. Or a size 12. Which ever comes first.
I'm giving myself 2 years to do it. =]
By summer I'm expecting 30lbs off.
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Yeah, I'm starting the herbalife junk again, since it actually worked for me when I was actually doing it.
I'll let you guys know how it goes, and if you want you can also hop on the herbalife train.
- Making AT LEAST 4 different lolitas.
So:
- Finishing Ashen's (If I can without him here)
- Using the plaid I have for myself
- Starting Katya's Polka Dot one
- Starting Molly's Horde one (Though I kinda need here here...
- Working on Critta's Hime (-Gulp-)
Big winter project:
MAKING A LOLI JACKET PLZ. Going to try and replicate a replica (haha.)
Also going to work on "pin-up" clothing and looks, I think this summer I'm going to engulf myself in the pin-up fashion. (Another reason for weight loss kthnx.)
Also cosplay projects are on hold atm, since no one knows what they wanna do. =[
Three concepts I'm teaching myself:
Shirring
Screen printing
Stenciling
OH YEAH.
When you guys get back, so need to take you to Hampton, MD.
Love that place. lmao
Found some awesome sneakers real cheap, but Elaina currently has them =[
I g2g, starving.
So.... updates. (Not like you guys DON'T already know).
I no longer have to dream about what it would feel like to be in Rob's arms~
I'm actually proud to say I have a boyfriend this time around, unlike my relationship with Frank and at times Joe.
I'm highly content. He's really, really, really different in so many ways form the boys I'm use to dating.
He likes taking care of me, and knowing I'm ok in every way. Examples:
- In bed, he actually perfers "taking care" of me before we move onto actual sex. Most of the time, he's servicing me rather then actually having sex. This is.... WAY weird. I'm use to usually never even cumming during sex, or during a session at all. He makes sure I do, at least a couple of times, which is tiring. u_U;
- He likes to pay for my food and items. Also for my gas. I'm usually the one with the job and money in my relationships, so I'm usually the one paying for everything. He doesn't let me. =/ I SUPPOSE this is a good thing. Just as long as he doesn't start thinking Imma start relying on him.
- He likes to talk, about, everything. If I'm frowning he wants to know why. If I'm stressed he wants to help. If I'm cleaning, he wants to do it for me. If something hurts, he wants to message it. Oh, that's one thing I love. He's usually always rubbing me down if I'm reading or playing a video game. ^_^
- He um... ninja'd my clothes and shoe size while I was sleeping. He plans on buying things for me without my permission. e___e;
- Even though he has his social problems, he's working on it. I guess a couple of more parties with me and he'll get use to the concept of
human interaction with other people rather then just myself.
- He NEVER LET ME CARRY THE BAGS WHEN WE WERE SHOPPING. This was cute; until he dropped the eggs. e_e;
So, I guess, for the most part, he's like... a dream boyfriend.
I can see myself not getting bored or feeling antcy with Rob. I think maybe it is time, despite how much I hate to admit it, to maybe really start thinking about fuckin... mating...
Not like I wanna get married anytime soon, but it would prolly be a good idea to at least think of that possibility. Cause well, not like we both haven't thought about it. With our fuckin parents on our ass about it all the goddamn time. But I am gonna maybe take this a little more seriously. It wouldn't kill me. =]
MOVING ON.
Winter break is here.
Things to make money for:
$50 Baby Doll Lolita shoes - black, any kind really.
$80 Panzer Rave Goggles - pink, tee-hee
$80 Skullcandy Headphones pink... <3 (Cause, omg, they're awesome.)
These fucking boots have haunted me for 5 years. I think it's time.
$ 70 Pink Demonia Stacker Boots
I think that's all I have on to "To buy" list for now. And a Toki-doki bag, but, we're trying to be realistic here people. X_x;
Now moving on to my PROJECTS THIS BREAK, YAY!
- The all important weight loss. Losing at least 10lbs before school comes back around.
The goal is to lose 70. Or a size 12. Which ever comes first.
I'm giving myself 2 years to do it. =]
By summer I'm expecting 30lbs off.
>\
Yeah, I'm starting the herbalife junk again, since it actually worked for me when I was actually doing it.
I'll let you guys know how it goes, and if you want you can also hop on the herbalife train.
- Making AT LEAST 4 different lolitas.
So:
- Finishing Ashen's (If I can without him here)
- Using the plaid I have for myself
- Starting Katya's Polka Dot one
- Starting Molly's Horde one (Though I kinda need here here...
- Working on Critta's Hime (-Gulp-)
Big winter project:
MAKING A LOLI JACKET PLZ. Going to try and replicate a replica (haha.)
Also going to work on "pin-up" clothing and looks, I think this summer I'm going to engulf myself in the pin-up fashion. (Another reason for weight loss kthnx.)
Also cosplay projects are on hold atm, since no one knows what they wanna do. =[
Three concepts I'm teaching myself:
Shirring
Screen printing
Stenciling
OH YEAH.
When you guys get back, so need to take you to Hampton, MD.
Love that place. lmao
Found some awesome sneakers real cheap, but Elaina currently has them =[
I g2g, starving.