[She always knew that she wouldn't be able to fool him, but it never stopped her from trying. She just wanted to avoid what really got to her. She did miss her brother... a lot.
The fact that they were engaged just made it even more obvious that it was nearly impossible to lie about what she really felt about things to England.]
Long enough... I guess.. It doesn't matter anyways. I haven't heard or seen him for over a year now. Even if he annoys me sometimes... Even if he makes me want to beat him at times... I love him. He's my brother, after all.
It doesn't matter though. I thought that maybe if I waited long enough, he'd sometime come, even if I tried to lie to myself about missing him. I thought that maybe Spain and Romano would come back too just like the two of us did and Hungary...
I just... No matter how long I've waited or wished that they'd come back, they're still not here. All I can do is to just move on and make the best of things as possible.
It doesn't matter how much I hope and wait for them to come back. I know it's selfish, but I just really miss them.
I.. didn't mean it like that...
[She may have done a pretty good job of trying to stay strong, but she can't help the overwhelming sadness coming back to her. He might even hear a sniffle from her end.]
[Belgium took the tea and let out a sigh. She stared into the cup for a moment before saying anything.]
There's not really much to explain. I... I left him because I wanted to become an individual. He didn't like that. He didn't like when I stayed with Spain and Romano. He's always been that way. I just wanted some space to myself and to be free to breath.
But I guess that doesn't change that he's my brother. No matter how much I wanted to be away from him, I guess nearly two years of being here makes me want to see him.
Is it crazy to say that I actually miss him... a lot?
I guess... There's just a lot that's changed since I've come here. I don't regret any of it, though. If I hadn't come here, as much as I don't like to admit, I wouldn't have been able to be by your side this whole time and really get to know you like I have.
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[Yes she does...]
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The fact that they were engaged just made it even more obvious that it was nearly impossible to lie about what she really felt about things to England.]
Long enough... I guess.. It doesn't matter anyways. I haven't heard or seen him for over a year now. Even if he annoys me sometimes... Even if he makes me want to beat him at times... I love him. He's my brother, after all.
It doesn't matter though. I thought that maybe if I waited long enough, he'd sometime come, even if I tried to lie to myself about missing him. I thought that maybe Spain and Romano would come back too just like the two of us did and Hungary...
I just... No matter how long I've waited or wished that they'd come back, they're still not here. All I can do is to just move on and make the best of things as possible.
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I.. didn't mean it like that...
[She may have done a pretty good job of trying to stay strong, but she can't help the overwhelming sadness coming back to her. He might even hear a sniffle from her end.]
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[She opened the door, smiling faintly. It was silly that he thought he needed to knock on their room AKA originally his.]
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There's not really much to explain. I... I left him because I wanted to become an individual. He didn't like that. He didn't like when I stayed with Spain and Romano. He's always been that way. I just wanted some space to myself and to be free to breath.
But I guess that doesn't change that he's my brother. No matter how much I wanted to be away from him, I guess nearly two years of being here makes me want to see him.
Is it crazy to say that I actually miss him... a lot?
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That... that's different.
[She blushed lightly, thinking about when that had happened.]
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