teendom sucks
Turn off my teen switch please.
I don't want to feel like fuck anymore and I'm very tried of feeling alone. Okay? Please? Can I skip the teendom? I hate the feelings. The prejudice. The patronising adults. The so-called freedom. Oh, am I supposed to ENJOY being 16? I'm not.
What parties? What guy? What fricken love life? Is this the part of my life that everyone's supposed to enjoy and that everyone wants to live in forever? What's wrong with me? I'm ugly, I know. I'm weird, I know. I can't get through one day without at least 2 barrelfuls of angst, I know. Is that it? I am just wrong for teenhood? Oh, that's great. Wonderful. I only have 4 more years of teendom left. Yup, that'll pass by really quickly.
Maybe I'll wake up dead tomorrow. Good, then I won't need to deal with these stupid FEELINGS.
I don't want to feel like fuck anymore and I'm very tried of feeling alone. Okay? Please? Can I skip the teendom? I hate the feelings. The prejudice. The patronising adults. The so-called freedom. Oh, am I supposed to ENJOY being 16? I'm not.
What parties? What guy? What fricken love life? Is this the part of my life that everyone's supposed to enjoy and that everyone wants to live in forever? What's wrong with me? I'm ugly, I know. I'm weird, I know. I can't get through one day without at least 2 barrelfuls of angst, I know. Is that it? I am just wrong for teenhood? Oh, that's great. Wonderful. I only have 4 more years of teendom left. Yup, that'll pass by really quickly.
Maybe I'll wake up dead tomorrow. Good, then I won't need to deal with these stupid FEELINGS.