i am not happy at all right onw
okaay so lets be real now .. your an asshole.
So basically this whole year I have given up so much just to make you happy ( so i thought ) But there is absolutley nothing i could do to make you happy .. because no matter what i could never be her. And the funny thing is i love her and she is one of my friends. And this fucking triangle just gets more and more complex as every fucking day goes. And i hatee you so much for that. I dont like you I couldn't ever like you again .. because what you do is you make this thing called my heart want to just burst open and let the blood just flow all through out my body chaotically. damn that was discusting. but yeah so i dont want to hear about you and her but im a fucking AMAZING friend and of course i'll listeen and give u damn advice but im just letting you know IT HURTS LIKE HELL. i dont even know where im going with this like honestley. i could listen to every depressing song and that wouldn't do anything. And to make it all worst my period OF COURSE is about to come and i know its about to come cuz i feel it ! grrr !! andd of coursse this was the first thing i had to wake up 2 .. you and all this shit. other than friendship i want notthing absolutley nothing to do with you. you hurt me to much and i dont want to be hurt by you .. or anyything again. I cannot believe you would do this to me .. how could u do this to me. its whatever i hatee you but at the same time i care so much for you but i hatee you so much. But i'll let it go and i'll put on a smile and pretend like everything is so fucking dandy when its not.
i fucking hope you get what you fucking deserve darling.
love always
christina
So basically this whole year I have given up so much just to make you happy ( so i thought ) But there is absolutley nothing i could do to make you happy .. because no matter what i could never be her. And the funny thing is i love her and she is one of my friends. And this fucking triangle just gets more and more complex as every fucking day goes. And i hatee you so much for that. I dont like you I couldn't ever like you again .. because what you do is you make this thing called my heart want to just burst open and let the blood just flow all through out my body chaotically. damn that was discusting. but yeah so i dont want to hear about you and her but im a fucking AMAZING friend and of course i'll listeen and give u damn advice but im just letting you know IT HURTS LIKE HELL. i dont even know where im going with this like honestley. i could listen to every depressing song and that wouldn't do anything. And to make it all worst my period OF COURSE is about to come and i know its about to come cuz i feel it ! grrr !! andd of coursse this was the first thing i had to wake up 2 .. you and all this shit. other than friendship i want notthing absolutley nothing to do with you. you hurt me to much and i dont want to be hurt by you .. or anyything again. I cannot believe you would do this to me .. how could u do this to me. its whatever i hatee you but at the same time i care so much for you but i hatee you so much. But i'll let it go and i'll put on a smile and pretend like everything is so fucking dandy when its not.
i fucking hope you get what you fucking deserve darling.
love always
christina