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So when i have shity days and dont know what to do i come to my lj hm okay.
so i fucked up for the first time in my life. My friend discounted my food at work and i got in trouble and now im basically fucked. I might still have my job but my mom is like im grounded for a month. The only things i can do is go to karinas party , go to gunitas , and only HUGE things like that. Other than that nothing. And soccer and football stuff. whatever at least its summer. I mean i feel dumb but at the same time i fucked up. Everyoen does that. My dad was so much more chiller. My mom feels the need to punish me fuck that. I hate being at home. and I hatee being grounded. School is going to = MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD. Because at least i get to be there with my friends rather than here. Here are the positives of this
1. i still have my cell phone
2. I dont have to miss the important stuff
3. Its almost summer
4. There are alot of soccer things and football stuff going on.
5. I get to sleep and stuff more.
My eyes are puffy and red. And my throat hurts. And I'm just pissed. I just need a song anything to numb this. Tommorow will be better. But now everything just sucks. I wish i wasnot grounded. I feel like my freedom has just been sucked away.
so i fucked up for the first time in my life. My friend discounted my food at work and i got in trouble and now im basically fucked. I might still have my job but my mom is like im grounded for a month. The only things i can do is go to karinas party , go to gunitas , and only HUGE things like that. Other than that nothing. And soccer and football stuff. whatever at least its summer. I mean i feel dumb but at the same time i fucked up. Everyoen does that. My dad was so much more chiller. My mom feels the need to punish me fuck that. I hate being at home. and I hatee being grounded. School is going to = MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD. Because at least i get to be there with my friends rather than here. Here are the positives of this
1. i still have my cell phone
2. I dont have to miss the important stuff
3. Its almost summer
4. There are alot of soccer things and football stuff going on.
5. I get to sleep and stuff more.
My eyes are puffy and red. And my throat hurts. And I'm just pissed. I just need a song anything to numb this. Tommorow will be better. But now everything just sucks. I wish i wasnot grounded. I feel like my freedom has just been sucked away.